Thursday, August 21, 2008

Another disappointment.

I didn't want my blog to be so emo-ish.
But it seems like I'm writing a lot of emo entries. Aiksss...




Perhaps, you have forgotten about your promise.
Or perhaps, you thought that I have forgotten about it?
THREE disappointment today. Three in total.
Are you really that forgetful, or maybe it's just the levity in you?
I knew it since the very beginning. But still, I'm a bit disappointed, not that I wanted all these that badly, it's just that I'm now starting to lose the confidence.

All I want is just a little bit more concern from you. You didn't even bother to show me your concern when I was sick.

Perhaps, what you want is just -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------. (11 words in total. You fill in the blanks yourself hahahahaaas make full use of your own imagination =P)



Still, I hope I'm making the right decision. Cheers! =)









I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

Oh pretty boy
pretty boy
pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay, ooo right beside you.










*p/s: This is my blog. I have the rights to write what I want to write. It's just a place for me to express my feelings, share the sad and happy moments of my life with my readers. Just click on the "X" on the right hand side on top if you don't like my blog. And please don't approach me and ask who am I talking about in my blog. If I wanna tell, I will tell. AND also please do not assume people that I mention in my blog is you and then start going around and ask what's wrong. You are not me, you won't know who am I refering to. So please don't keh gao :)

3 comments:

c86k said...

i m not coming here 4 keh gao 1..
i m jz wanna tel u tat i reali like d p/s u write..
u reali point out al d guys's thought..
tats y i owiz said u r different with d others i met..

szelynn said...

hahaha.. what was your thought? hehehee did you think you are the one that i mentioned?

c86k said...

initially, i thought i was the one..
and i dont want keh gao la..

but after my analyzing and observation, i knew i will get my another lemons/ginkgos..

so..

bye bye la..