Sunday, May 25, 2008


yes, big girls dont cry.

but when i grow older, i tend to cry even much as compared to when i was younger.

to me, crying is just showin ppl that you are weak, you are a noob. therefore i dont really cry in the public. i dont want my family and friends to worry about me.

however this situation that i'm currently facing made me wanna cry every single day.

but i hold my tears all the time because i have to be strong, i dont want my family to worry and feel even sadder.

that day, after holding the tears for few hours, i finally teared when i was driving alone. i just couldnt control my tears...

i really need a shoulder to cry on, but i know at the moment i have to be strong.

and yes i still have a lot of friends who support and encourage me. i know that. thanks to those who sms'ed me. love all of you. >.<>

to all my friends, i'll stop blogging for a period of time and i'll only be back when everything is settled.

till then, wish me luck yea.

i'll really miss u guys. T_T


Sunday, May 18, 2008

omg funny!!

this skeleton got teeth wei! lol

Friday, May 16, 2008


playin hide and seek with some people.. XD

Sunday, May 11, 2008

pek chek!

was performing for mothers' day show at Klang Parade this evening.
photos taken in the studio while we were getting ready. oh ya, didnt get to take pics of the pom pom dance. hahaha. sounds a bit like cheerleader huh?

lala style which u can find in time square and sungai wang, and now, u can find it in KLANG!!

yes i know i'm tall thats why i kneeled down

all the pics are blur..

me and cutie yawen

the 101th post

sometimes i wonder, when people say "friends forever", do they really mean it?

i mean i have never believed in the word FOREVER, because as we grow older, we go through many stages of life, we tend to forget our old friends.
even if we dont, we tend to neglect our old friends because we already have new friends with us.

friends will leave gradually, one by one, as we move on to the next stage of life, because all of us have different dreams. friends will not be with u ANYMORE when your dream is not the same as theirs. everyone has to go for their dreams right?
everyone has to move on in their life, studies, boyfriends, career, money, etc...
we cant blame friends for not being with u all the time. yea, we cant. everyone has their own life.

i was a bit upset because some of the friends that i used to hang out with were not as close as we used to be anymore. they have their own new friends and i have my own new friends as well.
all of us seem to walk on our own path.
but after a while, i understood, this is LIFE. i cant do anything, all i can do now is to appreciate everything i have. yes, appreciate all my friends that i have. =)

i know i neglected some of my friends sometimes. forgive me k?
but hey, i still love all of my friends. new and old. =)

Friday, May 9, 2008


read the news
this is the news about the poor girl whom died in NS camp.
condolences to her family and friends. =(

i was so fish today!
i had fallen down from the stairs when i was in college today. @@
so fish wei!
and now my knees are in blue-black again omg -.-
now i realise how noob am i. >.<

bubblefish is sick again~
i'm so weak man... get sick so easily.. lol

Thursday, May 8, 2008

R.I.P. my friend

received an sms when i was in my class this noon.
i was told that one of my ex-schoolmate has just passed away in NS camp.

although i dont really know her, i feel so sad and sorry for her.
she's just 18 only k? i dont really know wat happen to her in NS so i'd better not comment anything. =(

rest in peace, my dear friend. =(

kena tagged again... this time by flora~

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the question about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and post their names then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

What was I doing 10 years ago(1998)?
playin with the sand and barbie doll? how the hell can i remember? i was only 8 years old leh. was still studyin in sjk(c) sungai way lah.

5 things on my to-do list today (it's only a to-do list most of the time, which most of the time i never do)
(a)do my homework
(c)sleep for at least 10 hours a day. (i need some sleep man, feeeeeel so sick)
(e)watch those movies that i have always wanted to watch

5 snacks I enjoy
(d)ice cream

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
(a)donate some money for charity use
(b)invest so that i could become richer and richer (muahahahahaha)
(c)provide my parents a better living
(d)shop shop n shop
(e)travel around the world

5 of my bad habits
(a)my laziness
(b)spend too much time on the internet
(c)spend too much time sleepin (i have always admired those who doesnt need to sleep!)
(d)love junk food, fast food, chocolates and hate veggies =)
(e)spend a lot of money on clothes, make up, shoes etc etc etc

5 places I have lived ( i have moved for about 4 times)
(a)Bandar Sunway
(b)Shah Alam

5 jobs I've had
(c)secretary (hahaha my mom's secretary in her shop)

5 people I tag

Monday, May 5, 2008

cat's shit

ate lotsa lotsa lotsa durians yesterday. yummy~
uncle bought a lot a lot of durians all the way from penang. hehe.

this love-shaped durian i found in durian orchard, taken about 2 years ago.
so many durians there~~
we could eat as much as we wanted. lol. lau lin~

*p/s: have u ever heard of durian curry? i wanna try how it tastes like -.-"

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Saturday, May 3, 2008


ok i'm so sorry that my previous entry was so rude cos i was really mad and frustrated.
and met up with the gang today and told them about it. they said i'm too kind, i shouldnt've gone down to the office to look for the "ketua". i should've asked the guard to call the "ketua" come and see me! lol. and they said i should ask them to apologize because they shouldnt accuse people like that. the way they talk was like 100% confirmed i was the one who bang other's car!
pls confirm and check edi only come and accuse me lar. idiot.

anyway i'm gonna write about something happy now. hehe btw this is gonna be a long long post as i'm lazy to divide them into few entries. haha

yesterday was labor day and i felt that we should celebrate, cos it's public holiday! haha
so we planned to meet up at pyramid and when i was on my way there, one of them called up and told me that sunway pyramid's car park was already full, and there was also a heavy jam outside pyramid.
so they decided to go mentari court McDonald's as they are having promotion for the sundae ice-cream every 1st day of the month.
woohoo~ it only cost us about rm2.70 for 5 sundaes~

then talked a lot of lame jokes like usual and making noise till the whole McD was only our voice.
haha then we decided to drive to pyramid after that and there were really a lot of people in pyramid.
encounter traffic jam not only outside, but also inside the basement car park.

and was loitering there for about one hour plus and then i had to leave for my rehearsal in klang.
was at pyramid for an hour plus and the parking fees was so damn expensive man.

these 3 exchanged their slippers and walked around in pyramid -.-"

reached klang a bit late but found out that many of them had not reached so the 4 of us went to klang parade and walk walk lor.

and i told them about the McD's promotion and they were excited about it so again i went for my second round of sundae~

we had been practising dance for about 3 hours plus and i was like sweating non-stop. (not that kinda sweat when u kena bomb by someone~.~)

we are currently preparing for a dance concert for our studio which will be held at KEC this coming june 8.
i'm pretty sure this concert will be really great as all of us have put a lot of effort into it.

and just see what happen to me knees again -.-"

these are the tickets for the concert. although it is quite expensive (50 bucks per ticket), i feel that it is worth it as we really have put a lot of effort into this concert.

hi tea will also be served as well~

whoever is interested can get the tickets from me. i'm involved in this concert lorh!

yea as what i know, this concert consists of various dances, mainly ballet, and there will be new jazz, belly dancing, latin and maybe other dances.
we also have a dance musical which has storyline and involve more acting.
it's interesting so if anyone is interested just let me know ya.


went to pyramid today our after class since didnt get to shop much yesterday. it was too crowded and i wasnt in good mood. at least today was better, not too many ppl although it's friday.

i was concentrating on my food at Sakae Sushi. i didnt have my dinner night before and i skipped my breakfast too this morning. nothing to eat at home.
i was so damn hungry until i didnt even reply whoever was talking to me. haha

thanks! my nostril is not that ithcy d..

group photo..

the boss and err... why your face like that jiali!?

finally full attendance today~! everyone was here. thanks to boss who had to be the photographer. hehe

after a few hours of walking with high heels, it's time to let my feet to relax! hen shuang ar~

bought popcorns and eating at A&W. popcorns + rootbear and u get?? lol no idea.

when i first said that i wanted popcorns everyone was laughing at me. no one would ever buy popcorns without watching movie! lmao.
and then i bought a large one and everyone was saying
"how the hell are u going to finish this one big box?!"
and then started eating my popcorns.

heck! it's mine wei!
then the one large box of popcorns was finished after a while by this EATING MACHINE (me myself) and i felt not satisfied yet because i wanted to eat one whole big box alone!!

hahaha so i went and bought another box. again, i was laughed by everyone. and when i asked whether to buy a large one or a regular one, they asked me to get a regular one.
okay lor, regular box of popcorns for myself! yay~! i was happy!

and then the moment i held the box of popcorns in my hands, tongtong started grabbing my popcorns. hahaha
after finishing the 2nd box i still dont feel satisfied!


kena tagged..

since i've been tagged by SamZz and Eva and the both are the same, i shall do it only once la..
i'm lazy wei.

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
-whoever who is good

2. Have you given your first kiss away?

3. What do u hate guys the most?
-never be serious

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
-New Zealand

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
-i wish all my dreams can come true, which is impossible, so i guess better to just live in a more realistic way

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-of course, science has proven that. and i have seen rainbows many times before

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-i'll only think about it until i get the money!

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-no idea. maybe yes, maybe no. depends.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-eva: funny, helpful, cute
-SamZz: funny, crazy, funny -.-

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-someone who is ambitious and not annoying

11. Which do you hate the most?
-someone who is hypocrite

12.What is your ambition?
-to be myself and to feel comfortable of being myself. and also to live life in my own way without having controlled by someone else.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
-i'd rather the people around me point it out to me, but of course talk to me nicely, then i dont mind =)

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-money at the moment, without money u cant do anything.
but of course family and friends are important as well. but at the moment i'd choose money.

15.Which 1 would you choose if you only have 1 choice? Travel back in time, live in another planet or being immortal?
-travel back in time i guess.

16. Are you a Smart?
-i think so? in certain aspects la.

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
-be a bit more observant and learn how to talk appropriately according to the situation

19. What do you think you will be in another 5 years?
-still a student maybe?

19. What makes you different?
the dai ka jie character lol

20. What do you wish to do now?
now? no idea.


No one.
cos i dont feel like tagging anyone cos i feel this is funny. it's gonna be endless!

Thursday, May 1, 2008


today was really omgwtf-day.
freaking bad luck i had today.
wtf man.

first i was in my AVEO waiting at the foyer for my frens cos they wanted me to tumpang them. and then while i was waiting here comes a security guard (sunway security guard) with a damn-you-why-did-u-steal-my-chicken face. he was talking on the walkie talkie and i wanted to ask him what's wrong he just keep giving me that kinda look, i mean the look is really rude u know, and he didnt wanna answer my question! wtf.
and i winded down my window and then i was like


"u pergi park kereta u di sina, turun, pergi jumpa ketua." (the ketua should be the head of security department la)

"apahal ni?"

"u punya kereta tadi langgar kereta orang kan? skrg pergi jumpa ketua." (still with the damn-muka-masam look.)

"apa? bila saya langgar orang?"

"tengok u punya kereta sudah kemak depan, tadi u langgar kereta orang kan."

"itu bukan................"

"pergi park kereta sana."

i havent finish explaining and this idiot guard just didnt want to listen to me! fucking asshole.

the "kemek" was actually already there for one or 2 weeks ago, my mom was driving and knocked by the other car when the car was trying to reverse. my frens who did tumpang my car these 2 weeks would surely notice that kemek!
and now this idiot guy was here to accuse me? wtf la, at least just listen to me la, i was trying to explain k! damn you.

so i went down and looked for the "ketua".
and in the security room there was this guy in office wear, apparantly is the "ketua".
and there were also a girl and a few guards.
and when i was standing in front of the guy waiting for him to speak, he looked at me and asked "what do u want??"

"the guard ask me...."

"who? what's wrong?" (another guy who just didnt wanna listen, i havent finished talking wei!)

"the guard *pointing outside* ask me to come in and see you."

"what's wrong?"

"i'm not sure... but he said...." (i havent finished talking!!)

"wait wait... u are not sure, i'm not sure, everyone's not sure, what do u wan me to do? ask the guard to come."

when the guard was walking towards the room, i tried to explain again (i admit i was mad cos i was in a hurry and i hate being accused)

"he said i knocked a car. and i told him it wasnt me. he said there's a knock on my car. i didnt knock anyone's car k!"

"kereta tu purple la, bukan biru." i heard another guard talking. (FYI, my AVEO is in dark blue. the guard was telling that the car who knocked the other car was a purple car)

"my car is the one in blue lah!" *pointing outside*

"wait, is there any knock on your car?"

"yes, but that was edi there for few weeks, i didnt knock anyone's car!" (actually 1 or 2 weeks only, hahaha)

"wait wait, come let's go n see"

walked to my car and obviously everyone's looking at me cos i looked super fierce and boh song.
then point here point there at my car and i just continued saying it wasnt me.
and they just didnt want to listen me! again, wtf.

"i said it wasnt me, it was edi there many days!"
"i'm in a hurry ok?"

"okok calm down. we just wan to find out, there's a report saying that there's a guy bang someone's car and just left."

"ok, when did it happen?" (i was trying to figure out)


"what time?"

"it's not me to decide whether was it you or not."

wtf, i wanted to ask him what time did the accident happen, cos if the accident happened when i was in class, i could proof to him that it wasnt me, my car was all the time in the car park! and then he gave me an answer like this.

and then he ordered one of the guard
"copy down the number plate!"

i was like damn it, who are u to accuse me? is it just becos there's a "kemek" on my car?

and then it dragged me about 15mins before i could leave. i said i was in a hurry lor!

and then i was in bad mood the whole journey as the other reason was traffic jam.
i just don understand what the hell is the jam all about, it's only 4 something in the evening!

and when i reached klang i was still on federal highway, there was a super long jam and i decided to use the emergency lane (the most left lane) in order to reach my destination earlier, which is not allowed and illegal.

and then i was like
"eh, here usually got police one wor..."

"nevermind la, no police one." one of my frens said.

"i feel got police down there la."

"wont la.. see there's also a car in front using emergency lane. get fined also the car get fined 1st. dont worry la."

then i was like, ok, there are other drivers who did the same. but as i got closer, i realised that the car in front was actually a police car. damn it.
what the fuck again.

kena summon lo i thought.
lol this and that this n that, dragged my time, wasted my time.
i'm not gonna tell what happen in the end.

sien dao.
wtf is wrong today. why so unlucky!!

and got scolded by dad at night because i didnt do well for the 2 subjects.
stupid sunway college why send a letter of my results to my house -.-"