the passion...

my to-do-list

2010-10-05T21:09:00.006+08:00

Updated!

6/10 E-commerce presentation

6/10 International business assignment discussion

7/10 Personnel mid-term test

13/10 E-commerce assignment 2 due

18/10 International marketing assignment - submission to team leader

20/10 International business assignment- submission to team leader to pile up

22/10 I have a workshop to attend.

23/10 The competition!

28/10 International marketing presentation

29/10 Personnel management assignment due

4/11 International marketing assignment due

26/11 International business assignment due

Wa so many things to do this month!! I'm writing this list so that I remember what I'm supposed to do! I hope I'll have enough time to finish up my assignments that are going to due and also preparing for my competition!

In the mean time, ciao for now!

*p/s: those in red are the ones that I just added in.

hooooo

2010-09-25T02:31:00.004+08:00

I'm super bored and I'm super hungry :( I feel like eating ba kua and curry mee right now. I know I'm kinda random but I'm bored! I know I'm supposed to be doing my assignments but, grrr... I think I should sleep... or I should continue with my "personal stuffs"? lalalala~~~

My bff is leaving to UK tomorrow and I'm not sending her off. sigh.......... all assignments come together and I have so many things to do at the same time! But for 2 days, I'm too lazy to do anything I was just lazing around...... I know Huisin, I'm sorry! :P I hope you have a safe journey to UK and have fun there! I know it's not gonna be as fun because we are not there but try to have fun also kay.. haha........ We will definitely miss you!

The Eye

2010-08-21T05:40:00.002+08:00

Just got back from supper and probably not gonna sleep so soon so I decided to blog! I'm actually quite sleepy and I realize most of my blog entries were posted middle of the night! haha.... I'm really a night ghost!

I'm kinda worried about my right eye recently because I started seeing one black spot floating in my eye for the past few weeks. Just one. But it certainly disturbs my vision. I'm not sure what I should do now but my friend who has UNCOUNTABLE spots in her vision since she was 6 reassured me that these spots are totally harmless to me.

"On the information given, the most likely cause is a simple floater. This is a change in the vitreous humor of the eye which casts a shadow onto the retina. If this happens to be in the line of sight, it will move with the eye and always appear directly ahead.

Floaters rarely indicate serious problems, and most people acquire a few over time, but a sudden fresh batch of floaters, especially if accompanied with any bright flashing lights in the vision, should be followed up medically for the UNLIKELY (2% max) chance of an early retinal detachment.

Other causes of a spot in the direct line of vision are rarer but indicate a problem with the macula. This can be macular degeneration which is relatively common in the elderly, central serous maculopathy which is more common in younger people but is often self-resolving, localised macular haemorrhage and reaction to certain medications and drugs most commonly anti-malarials." (From WikiAnswers)

"These black spots or "floaters" that you're experiencing are nothing more than dead blood cells that have banded together and are causing a shadow like dot to float around in your vision. When they disappear for awhile, this is because you've managed to move it into a position out of your field of vision.
There's really nothing you can do about it besides put up with it. They're caused mostly from major stress, lack of sleep, extended drug use or severe head trauma far as I know.

In most cases however, they are a sign of aging and there really is no treatment for them other than bright illumination when reading. " (From SteadyHealth.com)

After reading some of the comments of people experiencing the same thing as I do, I feel less worried now but I'm also concerned that is my right eye starting to age??? Because most people said that these "floaters" are a natural part of the eye's ageing process. Probably my age now is 20 and my right eye is going to be 50 soon! hmm..

I hope it doesn't bring any harm to me and hope it goes away as soon as possible because it seriously disturbs my vision!

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2010-08-17T01:50:00.003+08:00

It's almost 2 and I don't feel like sleeping yet. I have class tomorrow morning and I'm supposed to be sleeping. I just don't feel like going to bed yet. Ugghh no, I'm actually in my bed already, online and surfing stuffs. I always regret for sleeping late and making myself so tired when I have difficulty waking up the next morning, and I'd tell myself, OK I'm gonna sleep really really early tonight, I don't wanna suffer because I have to force myself to wake up when I only have 5 hours of sleep. But it never happened. I still have to hate myself and be regretful for sleeping late the next morning. Sigh.

I was kinda emotional for the past two weeks since I left my home. I think that's when people only start to realize how important someone is when you are going to lose him/her. I was very depressed when two years ago (or more) I had to leave my home. I really hated it here (penang) during the first few months here. I'm lonely here and I'm lifeless. And I'm happy whenever I get to go back to meet my friends and family during semester break.

Although we don't meet often, we don't talk to each other often... Deep inside our heart we still know we are there for each other. (sounds lesbian huh)

They put a lot of effort to find time to come out and meet me, or to go shopping with me whenever I'm back. even if it's just sitting at a cafe and chitchatting, we always have fun in our own way. And we have got too much things to talk about every time we meet each other. I am really happy to have met them all when we were in high school. Although we don't meet each other often and everyone has their own new group of friends, we are still as close as before when we finally get to meet each other again. We never get jealous of each other just because someone has new friends and we are never worried that we will be forgotten.

Sigh. I didn't know how to appreciate them, and I think I didn't really put the effort to treat them better :( Humans are always like this. Grrrrr.

12.06.2010

2010-06-12T02:30:00.002+08:00

Hormones would be the one to be blamed for.

Better be safe than sorry

2009-10-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

I was about to buy dinner at a nasi lemak stall by the road side when there were two motorists passed by me and snatched an auntie's handbag. It was too fast I didn't have the time to think what was happening I thought the auntie's blouse or skirt got stuck on the motor and got dragged. I was just behind her. Finally they ran off after failing to snatch her handbag.

There were a lot of people who came to help her and they started discussing whether the brainless criminals were Chinese or Malay. It was too fast there was no one that manage to look at the number plate of the motorcycle even there were so many people. And the auntie was hurt in her knees and her palms but luckily there was no serious injury. I just couldn't believe what happened that I got shocked and was standing there for quite a few minutes. I couldn't believe it actually happened in front of me!

And so the apek apek who are selling food by the roadside started telling me to be careful of my handbag and I decided not to carry my handbag when walking by the roadside anymore. I'll only carry my handbag to college and shopping malls.
Crimes happen even though there is a large crowd. Criminals nowadays are more daring to commit crimes we won't be sure when's safe and when's not. So be careful all the time.... Better be safe than sorry. I was very lucky I wasn't their target.

Haih yo how to carry all my things la without handbag!! Grr

又在病倒了！

2009-09-30T03:15:00.003+08:00

对！我上个星期从 KL 回来后第二天去上课，在 co-op 买了两个 curry puff 上课室吃，结果过了几个小时后肚子很不舒服一直想要呕。。全身又发冷，发高烧，呕了两次，看医生（医生好像蛮帅！=D 还是我师兄呢！）后他说我食物中毒了。。妈的，对 curry puff 有阴影了

病得好辛苦啊！还好我获准提早回家，要不然我会在班上死掉！（冷死）（因为college的冷气都冷的变态，我还跑出去楼梯口坐着晒太阳！）（还睡着了）全身乏力的驾车回家，然后走了很远很远的路才走到家，那是几想有个人背着我回家哩！简直要死！（我知道要背我起来不是普通人能轻易办到的）

幸亏把该呕的东西都呕出来后，吃了药，第二天就好很多了！要不然真地会死掉！（睡死）（因为病倒了全身都没力只能躺在床上呻吟）

我不想再生病了啦！！

生病记，雨

2009-09-01T01:24:00.001+08:00

生病时好辛苦啊！以前生病时都有爸爸妈妈照顾我，煮粥给我吃，带我去看医生，我闹别扭一直哭着喊很辛苦时，他们会逼我吃药，然后泡麦片给我吃。。晚上还会特地起床，看我有没有盖被。。或者退烧了没。。

以前都不懂原来我那么幸福。。

another new semester

2009-08-09T05:32:00.002+08:00

I've gotten my results yesterday and I am actually quite satisfied and happy with my results. Hopefully will do better the next sem which will start on Tuesday. @@
But the first thing I need to do is to switch back to the normal sleeping time 'cos I've been sleeping very late all this while and get very little sleep (like, sleep at 5am and wake up at 10 o.O).
From next week onwards I swear I'll start going to bed as early as 11 and get at least 8 or 9 hours of sleep on weekdays and 12 hours of sleep during the weekends. Okay!!! (hmm I doubt whether this will ever happen :S, just like how I swear I'd start eating less but never succeeded wtfwtf (and how I tell myself to start blogging more often but always end up only update my blog like once a month @@) okay seriously I need to stop writing in brackets already omg)

Anyway, I would like to talk a bit about my college - Disted College, since everyone has been asking me about it cos I always complain about my college (and also cos I've got nothing to blog about. xp)

I don't know is it just my course or what, but I seriously was very mad at my college. The timetable of our final exam was only published at our DBS (stands for Diploma in Business Studies) bulletin board one week before our study break. And there was a clash in two of the subjects that I was taking. So I told my friend, Edward to go to the office (cos I shy ma!! =p) to ask them rearrange the timetable for us and they said ok and that they would call to inform him if there's any changes in the schedule (they asked for his phone number).

And so we waited and waited.... till the week before our final exam there was still no news from college! Edward kept calling to the office for 2 days and they freaking DID NOT answer his call!!!! What's the use of the hotline then if they don't even wanna pick up that freakin phone!
I got really mad!

And finally I got to know that one of the subjects was postponed thru a friend (I didn't have other friends already, what a failure) and I got really really mad again!! How could the college just published the new timetable at the bulletin board without informing us?? Who on earth would go to college during study break?! (ok la maybe there are many people who went to college to study except for me -.-)

They should at least publish the new timetable or make an announcement on college's official website or something right?!
But no, they did no nothing! All they did was just paste a piece of bullshit on the bulletin board and that's it! They don't even bother to inform us!
What if I did not know about the new timetable and did not sit for the exam? I would have to pay another freakin RM700-800 to retake that subject! zz not just resit the paper but retake the subject and attend classes and do all the coursework again for the whole sem!

Arghh when talking about my college there are so many exclamation marks. haha.
By the way today was kinda fun! Went swimming for a while with my brothers and cousin sis and got chased by the guard cos the pool is only open from 10am to 10pm. So after 1/2 an hour swim we went to the playground and we had a lot of fun! Cos normally we won't be able to play all those slides and see saw and etc during the day! Cos there will be a lot of small kids playin hahaha and it was fun just now cos it just rained and the slides were wet. hehe havent been playin at the playground since years ago!! Wahahaa

I think that's all for today it's almost 5.30am @@ I needa sleep now good night guys!
Hope I have more things to blog then I will update more often =D

arhh i hurt my hand again!

2009-07-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

Remember when I hurt my hand by accidentally "touching" the ceiling fan? Click here to recall.
Yesterday, I hurt myself AGAIN. -.-| It hurt. And at that moment I thought I was going to say byebye to my finger. When I took a look at it my finger was still there (phew) but it was bleeding and I thought I broke my nails or something. I was about to cry already cos I was really in pain.(Okay la maybe I did cry for 2 seconds la, got sand went into my eyes ma!) Luckily it was just a small cut but now I can't really move my middle finger already. =( Owh.. That means I won't be able to show my middle finger already!

Oh, and I'm now officially not a P-license driver anymore! Heeeheeehehee =P
I went to JPJ at Sungai Dua to renew my license the other day and I thought it would take me hours queueing up. Surprisingly, it took me only about 15 minutes and tada~ my new license is done! So happieee

Yay~ Went shopping with Catherine last Friday after our business statistics paper! We both bought the exact same top from Nichii and started camwhoring in the fitting room. hehe so fun!

We shop again when I'm back to Penang okay! hehe miss ya~

By the way, people!! I'm back to PJ!
Hooray~

Time flies.

2009-05-28T01:05:00.008+08:00

PDATED: I left out a few photos so this is the updated version!

It's been almost a year since I left. Am I forgotten? Am I still remembered?
A year is gone in just a blink of an eye. There are so many things that cannot be described.
The feeling of loneliness, the feeling of boredom, the feeling of having so much freedom, the feeling of guiltiness of not studyin hard during the first semester, the feeling of pitifulness for my parents because they are much more lonelier than I am, and of having to stay without family, of having to drive all the way to Penang once a fortnight just to see us. But we rarely talk to them. It's not that I do not want to talk, but I seriously don't know what to talk about. =(
Somehow, I have the typical traditional Chinese characteristic which is the abashment of showing some concerns to my parents or telling them how much I love them. "I love you Daddy/Mummy" kinda thing would never come out of my mouth. LOL I'm just too embarrassed to say that.

Anyway, this post is going to be a summary of what I've been doing since I left.
WARNING: There will be a lot of pictures as well as self-shot photos of me, you might find annoying. haha and I'm not gonna write a lot. Cos. I. Am. Lazy. To. Write.

Bluek. =P

Let's begin the fun!! Woah!
(The guy on the left. I think he slipped. haha)

hehee. (My new hair color.)

My cute Business Statistics lecturer. He's cuteeeee~

Yea. They had fun! See the laughter.

Owh!!!! HELP!

Nice belly..

This is just the beginning~

Aiyak.

Who's the king and who's the queen?

oOo

The best actress of the year.

Someone took my blood!!

I like my eye make up that day! Can't see clearly in the picture though.

Seahorse loves me I love seahorse.

Drew this on the back of Catherine's hand during Statistics class cos I was way too bored. I know it's ugly but come on, it isn't that bad afterall! (Guess which finger is that?)

Too bored waiting in the car.

The branches did not break?!

It was really a nice memory.

Wanted to study but ended up camwhoring with Catherine's phone instead.

Police!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Food~! (My tee reads: KISS ME I MIGHT TURN INTO A PRINCESS) hehee kiss me!

Someone's trying to poke me?!

He must be in a real hurry. O.o

Stop posing! Start eating.

Owh, I miss ShuLing.

FOOD!!

More food!!

Heehee. I failed this bloody damn Marketing.

Which is whose?

Nice outfit huh.

Cut cake! How many years haven't I done that? Sigh.

New Year's Eve. Mesti makan steamboat. Why?

Abang Securiti, you tak tau pegang camera ke?? Dah senget~

Why always wanna waste the cake? Cake is to eat, not to throw all over people's face.

POLICE!!!!!! RUN
(Stop posing!)

Advertisement for Mirinda.

AWAS! PANAS TAU!

ZZZzzz...

If there was a fire, I'd definitely be the heroin of the day.

3 days weren't enough.

Where was the bat? (I was wearing a bat-wing top that day and someone called me a bat)

Do I look emo?

LOL they wanted so much attention!

Redbox!

Girls' night out!

This is my laptop's wallpaper till today. =)

Am I cute?? *screams* *RUN* *tomatoes* *eggs* *stones* *piak piak plak bam booom*

Hehee.

First time ever going to a club.

Muackss!

Annoying? Stop scrolling then.

First time at CF. We have quitted though.

That freaking mandarin oranges were freaking expensive @@

A group of gangsters?

RM2.50 A&W Waffle.

Study la sleep sleep sleep!

This is not the end. There are more! hehee.

Macam budak sekolah punya hairstyle.

Okay okay we are almost done!

Buat kacau aje! Siam la...

Close! We are close to the end...

Almost...

Why can't we concentrate when we're studying?!

Fake Doctor Fish. Kinda fun, it feels like tickling. (At Queensbay Mall. This is my dad's legs hehe all the fish like his legs so much!)

And the best comes the last! I like this photo very much.

Yay! We are done!
I shall end this post here!

oh WAIT!!
I would like to thank all my friends who made my life in Penang so wonderful!! Thank you guys!!

Tata good night! =)

hihi i'm still here~!

2009-05-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

Hihihi. I hope I am not forgotten YET!! Hehe. Donated blood for the second time this afternoon! I was a bit nervous although it's the 2nd time already. I am so afraid that the needle will break into two and stay in my body forever @@ Thanks to Keong who frightened me with all the stories. zzz. Anyway, I'm freaking sleepy right now so stay tuned for my next entry. Enjoy this tag for the time being! I'll blog real soon. Heh

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Neck.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Oh shit man. Didn't have enough sleep last night cos I kept waking up from my dreams @@ And I hope I would be able to pass the blood pressure test in order to be able to donate blood.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
The bride and the group of friends at the wedding dinner last night!

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
I think so.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Why not. I've done it twice. And more to come.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes. But things changed soon after that. It's kinda impossible to have a best friend of the opposite sex. sigh

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope.

8. What does your last text message say?
"Yea I was about to tell you about flinstone. But I kinda forgotten the name. Haha! Ok so you wanna do tag? I'll tag you alright. Must do k. Why are you being so secretive? And pls la update your blog eh"

9. What are you thinking right now?
Lazy to go to college tomorrow =( Have to wake up then go to college for English Oral Test. And the test is only 10 minutes what the heck.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yea.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
3 something.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Queensbay. It's a halter top but I wear it to sleep. LOL

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yea.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Kido.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1. Hui sin
2. Catherine
3. Chee Keong
4. Kido
5. Charmaine
6. Jiali
7. Siew Fen
8. -
9. -
10. -

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Allen Saw hahahaha

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
hehe don't think so.

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
A levels in Sunway.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?

1. Last week on msn. We chatted for more than 3 hours I guess @@
2. 1 hour ago on msn.
3. This afternoon. We went to blood donation campaign and had lunch together.
4. I'm sms'ing with him right now. O.o
5. Can't remember d. Probably the last time was when I bumped into her at Stepz (dance studio at Klang) 3 months ago when I went there to pay my dance friends a visit.
6. 1 week ago on my cbox.
7. Long time ago lol
8.
9.
10.

20. Is no. 4 single?
Yes!!

21. Say something about no. 2.
She is as crazy as I am. And one of the few female friends who is more tam chiak than I am! And I guess she's the only close female friend I have in Penang. That's why I appreciate her very much. hehe. Thank you for being with me all this while~!! You make me laugh all the time! hahahaa

22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
Unless they are lesbian. hehe. But Catherine dear already has Allen her darling! HAHAHAHAAHAH

23. Describe no. 9.
-

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
Stand and watch. lol

25. Do you like 8?
-

Dunno who to tag so I tagged only 7 person!!
*yawn* Will be right back but good night for now~

Water finally!

2009-04-21T23:10:00.006+08:00

Living without water supply for 2 days can be really torturing.
I had to go to a petrol station near my house to brush my teeth and do some of my "business" there. @@ I had to go to my aunt's house to bathe, I had to hold my urine for so many hours just because my house's toilets are so dirty (the toilet bowls are so yucky cos the guys at home always don't wanna aim properly {lol} and there was no water to wash) I didn't dare to step into the toilet.

Anyway, the water came back when I reached home today! So yea, everyone is happy about it =D
Don't need to hold my urine for the whole night d hehehee..

This happy boy who looks so sad is a birthday present from keong!
Like it a lot cos everything was DIY and the roses are so beautiful =)
I was so excited that day cos of all the surprises! Thanks keong keong ^^

And this 香薰座 (what is it called in English?) is from my dear Catherine! haha. The funny thing was she didn't get me the candles. The reason was she didn't have enough money with her that day. -.- Asked me to buy for myself pulak @@||
I haven't used it yet cos I haven't bought the candles. It sure smells nice and romantic after it's lit up. (Suitable for couples for lovemaking, lol!)

This is not birthday pressie from anyone k. Hehe. I saw this when I was doing some groceries shopping with my uncle last week. HELLO KITTY Panty Liner from Intimate!! Damn syok ok. Suitable for those little mei mei who likes hello kitty. I wonder what shape is the panty liner. Hmm... Hello Kitty shape?

My steering and super nice leg! (Just a random pic =P)

Ahhhhh and today I went to Queensbay Mall with Catherine and I lost my parking ticket! RM30 buta pay one >.<

fish needs water to survive

2009-04-20T23:31:00.001+08:00

Bubblefish is going to die soon! =(
No water supply at home.
So troublesome la!

hihi

2009-04-13T00:41:00.003+08:00

Thanks everyone who wished me!
I'm so sorry that I couldn't reply to all the sms'es cos my phone got barred by stupid digi!!

Anyway.. DAD & MOM are great! hehe..
Dad's outstation on business so Mom came all the way to Penang to celebrate my birthday with me!
Mom even brought TWO red eggs (红鸡蛋）for me cos today was coincidentally also my birthday on the lunar calendar (农历三月十七)!

And she bought me a cake from secret recipe~ weeeeeeeeeeee~

Was kinda happy,
but on the other hand, am kinda unhappy due to something. =(

Anyway!!! Thanks all my darlings ~

A great father

2009-04-07T20:01:00.002+08:00

A meaningful story that I received from an email and I thought I should share this with everyone. I cried after watching the video!

實在太感動…………

爸爸你做得到嗎?????

One day, a son asks his dad "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?". The father says "yes".
And they run their first marathon together.
有一天，兒子問爸爸：「爸爸你和我ㄧ起去跑馬拉松，好嗎?

爸爸說好。

Another time, the son asks his dad again "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?". The father says "yes son".
第二次，兒子又問爸爸：「爸爸你和我ㄧ起去跑馬拉松，好嗎？」

爸爸又說好。

One day, the son asks his father " Daddy, would you run the Ironman with me?"
The Ironman is the most difficult triathlon ever (4 kms swimming, 180 kms bikin, 42 km running?)

有一天，兒子問爸爸：「爸爸和我ㄧ起去參加鐵人競賽，好嗎？」

鐵人競賽是最困難的比賽，必須游泳四公里、腳踏車 180公里、跑步 42公里。

And the dad says "yes".
The story looks simple until you watch the following clip. Just amazing, how much can love be.... ?

爸爸說好，我們去參加。

以上故事看起來很簡單，請點選以下連結，觀賞影片，你將會了解愛的偉大！

This video is so amazing. It shows us what true love really is. Incredible and touching video.

You guys should watch this! It's so meaningful....

TAG

2009-04-05T23:20:00.001+08:00

This is called 50 first reactions... Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think already and go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!

1) Beer : Me likey!!!

2) Food : Omg food is heaven.

3) Relationships : I want a stable and permanent relationship.

4) Crush : David Archuletta

5) Power Rangers : My childhood memories. hehe

6) Life : Life is short. So why work so hard to earn so much money only to find you're too old to enjoy life? Enjoy life when we have the chance to cos there's no second chance. Have no regrets in our life!

7) The President : Obama?

8) Yummy : FOOD!

9) Cars : BMW is cool.

10) Movie : Cinema. Popcorn. Sunway Pyramid's popcorn!!

11) Halloween : Pumpkin. Lol

12) Sex : Sexual relationship before marriage is so common nowadays.

13) Religion : I'm not really a religious person.

14) Hate : I hate Mc Donalds! No, in fact, I'm lovin' it.

15) Fear : of getting into accident one day. I always sms while driving. O.o

16) Marriage : No I'm not gonna get married so soon. Cos I'm scared of getting pregnant and giving birth to a baby and raising up a child. Omg that's scary and giving birth is painful! And I don't wanna be a fat huang lian po. (黄脸婆)

17) Blondes : Chinese trying to be blonde look really lala. Or siham. Whatever. But I think they look funny.

18) Slippers : So comfortable. But when I wear slippers I walk like aunty.

19) Shoes : I don't really wear shoes except during dance classes.

20) Asians : are short.

21) Pass time : Sleep.

22) One night stand : Sounds cool. But I don't wanna try. I think making love is something really great and romantic and I'll only do it with the one I love. I cant accept one night stand, having sex with people that I don't know. @@

23) My cell phone : I don't really fancy all those super geng phones. A basic phone with camera is good enough. And I don't like to change phone often.

24) Smoke : Cigarettes. I hate smokers. OPPS

25) Fantasy : Be a supermodel or superstar??

26) College : Sucks like hell.

27) High school life : Fun.

28) Pajamas : Shorts and spaghetti.

29) Stars : Twinkle twinkle little star....

30) Center : The journey to the center of the earth? LOL

31) Alcohol : Me likey!

32) The word love : Hoho. Everyone's definition of love is different.

33) Friends : Friends are very important to me.

34) Money : I cant live without money =(

35) Heartache : Oh I don't wanna talk about heartache. No good =( I hate that.

36) Time : Time passes real fast.

37) Divorce : This is nothing special. A lot of people get married and then they divorce.

38) Dogs : Noisy.

39) Undies : Those with lace are sexy. G-strings hurt. But guys like @@

40) Parents : are not staying with me.

41) Babies : Cute. But when they cry, OMG.

42) Ex : No ex.

43) Song : My Valentines and Pretty Boy.

44) Color : Blue. Purple. Black. Turqouise.

45) Weddings : So sien, cos have to smile the whole day. Like doing show in front of people. I wonder how do I look like in wedding gown. hmmm...

46) Pizza : Pizza Hut.

47) Hangout : Sure go Mc D.

48) Rest : I need rest all the time. Dunno why. I feel sleepy every second even when I have enough sleep. haha.

49) Goal : No need to spend own money. Cool right.

50) Inspiration : is the first step towards success.

I tag keong!
And whoever wants to do this tag, do la!

ausmat reunion? lol

2009-03-27T01:38:00.001+08:00

What was that guy doing behind?? @@

Look at my tee - Dance, Enjoy, and be Playful!!! see that?

Just being playful... hehe

Enjoy kay... Just have fun!!

opps... I think they don't dare to use that chopstick anymore.. Refer to my t shirt pls. I'm just being playful hahah

Why poke me =( =(

o.O

Nice tongue

heeeheeee... Why I smile until like that ha?

I think these 2 are the only pics I looked normal. LMAO

After all the chit chatting, eating and shopping, some of them left because (I also dunno why) so Sze En, Fola and I decided to go to redbox to spend our evening there. hahah. Great spending time with them, we had so much of fun. My voice eventually got so sexy cos Ms Fola turned the music on too loudly that all of us have to use our throat till the maximum capacity in order to be louder than the music. lol
Can die ah.

But we had so much fun. hehe. I'll be back soon! (cos Kido still owes me popcorn =p)

a fucking conversation

2009-03-24T02:34:00.000+08:00

So I was complaining about my college on my previous entry and then "I fucking hate Disted" was my personal message on msn and there's this conversation between me and Benji on msn:

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. just sent you a nudge.

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:44 AM):
hihi

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:44 AM):
disted

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:45 AM):
yea

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:45 AM):
apa tu

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:45 AM):
my college

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:45 AM):
ur college's name is disted?

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:46 AM):
yep

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:46 AM):
wtf does that stand for?

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:47 AM):
how the fuck will i know

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:47 AM):
its ur fucking college for fucks sakes

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:47 AM):
i dont fucking give a fuck

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:48 AM):
y the fuck wont u fucking give a fuck la?

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:49 AM):
why the fuck should i fucking give a fuck

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:49 AM):
cos fucking disted is ur fucking college's fucking name la and y do u fucking hate it?

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:50 AM):
cos i just fucking don like my fucking college so i don fucking give a fuck about what the fuck does it stand for

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:51 AM):
oh fuck la u shud have fucking like fucking tell it to me first la.

**Z Lynn** bubBle fi$h says (12:52 AM):
haha can we stop fucking around

(L)xTraOrdiNaiRe B-ism(L)loves his babyyy~! dont jealous. says (12:52 AM):
ok lol

Man I don't know why but I find this conversation really stupid but funny. haha
I'm sorry if it's very wuliao lol

I fucking hate Disted

2009-03-24T00:13:00.001+08:00

No class today for DBS but they didn't even inform us!!
What the Fuck?!

What if I'm staying far away from college and having morning class? I would have to wake up at 6 in the morning to avoid the jam so that I would be able to attend class on time only to know that they canceled class because they had Orientation for March intake students?!!
This is a joke!! Rushing to class like sohai cos I was late and then they tell me NO CLASS!!!
Luckily it's only 15-20 minutes drive from my house to college so it's not a big harm.
But this really pissed me off. They never inform us when they change classroom and let us go one classroom by one classroom to find. They never inform when they cancel class. So takda standard. O.o

p/s: I heard from my friend that they went and asked the director of our course about the cancellation of class due to orientation day and ya know what did he say? He said he forgot to inform us! zzzz.... what the..

AND WHO'S GONNA PAY FOR MY FUEL!

Last day at KL

2009-03-22T03:24:00.000+08:00

Wrote this entry for like more than a week d but I wrote halfway only and then got a bit lazy to finish up this entry. haha. Planned to forget about posting this entry up cos I got really really lazy to blog.

Anyway. Went to Niu Ze Xui (牛车水）*wtf is that the correct pinyin for it?!!! go back to primary school to learn pinyin please!!* at my last day at KL to have a look there cause a lot of people have been talking about it and it's so famous so I thought I should stop by to have a look and know what is it.

But it seriously dissapointed me. That place is like a street and along the street there are many stalls and cafes and restaurants. Just imagine high class version of Petaling Street @@ I was there in the afternoon and most of the stalls were close.
So damn boring *yawn*

Since we were there we certainly have to stop by at Full House. So we went in and had our lunch (it was my breakfast in fact @@). I saw lots of people talking about this cafe in their blogs but the food there were totally not good at all (sorry to say this but I seriously think it doesn't worth me to go all the way there to have cold and boring food and bad service @@ although I was staying nearby haha)
I din even bother to take pictures of the food.

They have their own boutique inside the cafe too

At night, we went to this place called "Little Genting" to look at the night view of the whole KL. That place is really nice and cooling and definitely a romantic place to go with boyfriend. haha. I didn't even know this place exists. Anyway, I was there with a group of friends and we had steamboat @ Gasoline.

I had a wonderful day that day, thanks to Elvis who took me to so many nice places around KL. I enjoyed myself very much. heeehee

*p/s: It was fun to meet my ex-classmates from high school that night although just some of them showed up at the gathering. It was great cos our 2-years of form teacher, Mr Lim came too. He is still that funny (always tells cold jokes that people can rarely understand =D) and fun to play with! haha. Thanks Piek Ying who organized this gathering =)

photos

2009-03-14T23:01:00.005+08:00

OMG so fat

AT BACKSTAGE
I like my eye make up so much! (thanks kenn for the touchups)

bubblefish O.o

KISS ME!!

feeling great and excited!

2009-03-11T00:49:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so happy and excited although I'm kinda tired. Today's show at genting was really great and I had a lot of fun!
Will post up pictures as soon as I get them! heeeheee

p/s: I was kinda scared when we were on our way back from genting as the car was running out of petrol. Then finally we managed to find a petrol station, and guess what my teacher did? He pumped RM24.10 petrol in and the reason was cos he has only that amount of money left -.-" why did he need to pump extra 10 cents in? O.o
p/s p/s: I-lynn you're such a good friend! So cute la you hahahahah.. Miss you! >.<

whole day of excitement!

2009-03-06T00:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was really a great day. I had a lot of fun!
Watched seven pound in the afternoon but I fell asleep in the cinema @@ I think I slept for almost ½ an hour cos it was really really boring I cant help myself >.<
oh, and what I miss the most in Sunway Pyramid is the popcorn! Man, I cant get popcorn as delicious as this anywhere in Penang! =(

Then we went to the arcade after that and it was kinda fun. The arcade in Sunway Pyramid is big and has more variety of games.
We wanted to have a few games of bowling after that but then it was unavailable because there was a competition being held. So we decided to have a meal at a japanese pasta restaurant (forgot its name) since we hadn't had our lunch. The food was okay but it was uhm, you know, not that kinda "wow this is really super tasty and yummy!" feeling. But the price of the food there was rather, expensive @@. (I noticed there are a lot of Japanese Restaurant in Sunway Pyramid.)

After walking around for a bit we headed down to Klang Parade for bowling and I played badly >.< I'm sucked in bowling and I was so embarassed cos those Malay guys there are really good. They never missed! O.o

After 2 games of bowling I walked to a pharmacy opposite of KP to meet QH and chit-chatted for a bit. hehe then went upstairs to meet my dance teacher and other friends to watch them dance cos they were having their jazz class, as usual. OMG I miss them so much and I miss dancing so so so much!!! Just couldn't tahan I wanted so much to join them dance! Although I only get to dance "one 8" (meaning just 8 counts) I was very very happy and satisfied already. And I got an offer to perform on next tuesday! *smile* In a way I was really delighted cos dancing and performing is my passion and I still got the chance to perform even after I stop dancing for so long, but on the other hand I was a little bit worried and nervous too and almost REJECTED that offer @@ anyway, I'm so looking forward to it.

Last station for the day was the night market (pasar malam) at Cheras. I was like WOW! cos there were sooooooo many cars and people around and so many stalls at the night market. Especially FOOD!!! And it's so much bigger than the one at Jelutong in Penang. omg when I see food I just cant seem to control myself, especialy with so many variety of snacks and delicious food!!

After walking all the way from the beginning till the end of the market we decided to have our dinner/supper at one of the laksa stalls there.
FUYOH I TELL YOU, THE LAKSA I ATE WAS THE BEST LAKSA I'VE EVER HAD!! EVEN BETTER THAN PENANG @@
And while we were eating I saw a guy who looked like 林德荣, the DJ from My FM walked past. I wasn't really sure it was him, one of the main characters in a recent movie called Love Matters until I saw him having his meal with a group of people who obviously are the DJs from My FM.

No one dares to ask for autograph from him I guess. hehehe *winks*

Men's Pearl of Wisdom

2009-02-27T04:25:00.001+08:00

Received this as an email from a friend and I find it really funny and humorous. hehe so decided to post it up here. Dunno you guys have seen this or not. Anyway. Here's it!

Men's Pearls of Wisdom

1. When I was born, I was given a choice - A big dick or a good memory. I don't remember, what I chose.

2. Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory.

3. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects.

4. Impotence: Nature's way of saying 'No hard feelings...'

5. There are only two four letter words that are offensive to men - 'don't' and 'stop', unless they are used together.

6. Panties: Not the best thing on earth, but next to the best thing on earth.

7. There are three stages of sex in a man's life: Tri Weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly.

8. Virginity can be cured.

9. Virginity is not dignity, it's lack of opportunity.

10. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand.

11. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small.

12. Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy.

13. Q: What's an Australian kiss?
A: The same thing as a French kiss, only down under.

14. A couple just married were happy with the whole thing. He was happy with the Hole and she was happy with the Thing......

15. Q: What are the three biggest tragedies in a man's life?
A: Life sucks, job sucks, and the wife doesn't.

16. Q: Why do men find it difficult to make eye contact?
A: Breasts don't have eyes.

17. Despite the old saying, ' Don 't take your troubles to bed', many men still sleep with their wives!!

Funny, no? hehhe some of them can't understand the joke! I can't explain it cos you have to find out the meaning yourself. Or else it wouldn't be funny anymore. Lol.

Eden Lake

2009-02-27T03:04:00.003+08:00

Went to the cinema with Catherine together for the first time the other day. We wanted to watch Valkyrie but then we didn't know how to pronounce it so yea, finally we decided to watch Eden Lake. (What kinda lousy excuse is that *faint*)

We thought it was a ghost movie or something but it wasn't. The show was rather disgusting as it's too violent for me. I almost threw up half way and actually wanted to leave. hehe. And then the ending was kinda sucked. We don't usually have happy ending in real life but what's a movie without a good and happy ending?
I want a happy ending =(

okok so yea I'm going back to my hometown maybe, next week!! Man, I so wanna meet all my friends and ex-classmates. Hey dontcha all miss me?? hehee *perasan* =P
Whoever doesn't come out to meet me! BE CAREFUL cos I'm gonna box you kao kao! lol

Till then, miss ya guys!

see i'm so kind!

2009-02-24T16:03:00.004+08:00

Two days ago my dad was helping me to fix my new wiper on my car when I saw a phone that looked something similar like this

was laying on the cushion of the front passenger seat of a kelissa in front of my car. I was thinking that the owner must have forgotten that he/she left the phone in the car. After a while then I realized the car was not locked! Others might have stolen the phone and they don't even have to break the window!

hoho being a kind person, I locked the door for him/her! hehe I'm so proud of myself =D

And this person must be really careless! hehehe

I LOST MY FIRST TIME

2009-02-05T18:20:00.003+08:00

Went to club for the first time last night and it was awesome!!
Got a lot of free drinks from a lot of guys but too bad I couldn't drink much cause I had to drive!!

DAMN IT man I will make sure I get drunk the next time I go to club again HAHAHAHAHA
I guess I'm a good drinker bwahahaha

Am i naive? =(

2009-01-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

I was having high tea at Mc D this afternoon when an Indian guy came to ask for money from me and Catherine. He was asking for RM5.
I couldn't really hear what he was saying as he was talking very fast and soft in good English with a little bit of Indian accent.
He said his bike was at a shop and then something something and then he needed RM5 and then something something and then he said he'd pay me back in half an hour time and then something something and then YEA I GAVE HIM THE MONEY @.@
He looked so sincere and didn't look like he was lying.
He asked me to give him my number so that he could return me the money but the second I gave him the money he walked away rapidly. -.-
A worker at Mc D saw this and she came over and asked what happen and Cat told her that he wanted to borrow money from us and then the worker just shook her head and walked away. I knew I was conned when I saw the facial expression of the workers. (Maybe this wasn't the first time he did this at Mc D.)

Arghh wtf.
ok la I admit I'm naive la. I trust people very easily la. I'm easily deceived la. Whatever.
Laugh la laugh la.

haih, but come to think of it, if a person really needs to cheat other people's money means the person is really in need right?
Usually when people beg for money or ask me to donate money to charities I would not reject cause I know there are many unfortunate people who need help and since I'm able to help so why not?
Although some of my friends keep telling me not to donate cause there are a lot of crooks out there who make money from naive people like me @@, still, in my opinion, if they need to go around and cheat people for money means they need help too. Right? Who would want to cheat people's money or be a beggar if they have the oportunity to earn money? You think to be a beggar is a very fun thing is it?

And I don't want to reject them when people ask for money cause we won't know whether they are really in need. If I rejected them and it turns out that those people really need some money I would feel really really bad and guilty. =(

So even though I know I was cheated today but I'm glad I helped that guy even it's just RM5.

*haih but why is everyone sayin that I"m stupid? Even my 13-year-old brother said that. =( so sad

2009-01-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

I was a little bit moody this morning. I had class at 2 and I could actually wake up at 12 something but I was already awake since 10.30am. I couldn't sleep after that @.@

A lot of thoughts came into my mind.

Am I being irresponsible??
Am I wrong?

Luckily, all my moodiness was gone when I met Catherine in college. She has never fail to make me laugh. hohoho thanks Cat! *wink*

I think Gurney Plaza has become our second home. o.O
We are there almost everyday. omg

Girls are troublesome.

2009-01-09T00:42:00.004+08:00

Yea, girls are very mafan.

You see,
every morning, we have to wake up 2 hours earlier just to prepare ourselves.

1. Wake up and go have a nice hot bath.
2. Brush teeth and cleanse the face.
3. After finish bathing, apply toner on face. (Okay, honestly I don't use toner on my face, but most girls do)
4. Moisturizer. (Did i spell correctly)
5. Sun block.
6. After all these basic steps, we start to make up. First start with applying foundation.
7. Apply concealer to cover pimples or scars or whatever flaws.
8. Apply blush on both cheeks.
9. Eyeshadow.
10. Eyeliner.
11. Mascara.
12. Final touchups. Use cake foundation to ensure blush is evenly applied.
13. Loose powder.
14. Lip balm.
15. Lip gloss.
16. Okay, done with makeups. Now, start picking clothes.
17. Most girls will keep changing clothes and choosing clothes until they find the outfit that satisfied them the most. (Usually this takes a lot of time -.- omg)
18. Start thinking which hairstyle suits the outfit and the make up.
19. Done with everything then start applying body lotion or sun block on the body.
20. Accessories. Earrings, bracelet, neckclace, rings, etc etc.....
21. At the door, preparing to leave the house. Then start picking shoes/heels.

See that!?
Guys can leave the house in 15 minutes but girls need 2 hours just to look good to even step out of the house!

The story isn't finished yet!

After whole day of college, reach home, then start the daily routine again.
1. Remove eye make up.
2. Remove face make up.
3. Cleanse the face.
4. Start bathing.
5. Wash the hair with hair shampoo.
6. Hair conditioner.
7. Shave legs, kalat dai (opps! ARMPITS) and wherever which have unwanted hair.
8. Wash body.
9. Brush teeth.
10. Finish bathing, do hair mask while the hair is wet. (once in a blue moon)
11. After 1/2 an hour, wash the hair again.
12. Hair scalp toner. (Don't really use it.)
13. Hair serum.
14. Hair moisturizer.
15. Body lotion. (Important, so that your skin won't look like aligator skin when you sleep in an air-conditioner room. But I ignore this step most of the time)
16. Face mask. (I do this like once in a blue moon also, too lazy for it)
17. Apply face moisturizer. (Don't really apply cos I don't like the sticky feeling when I sleep)
18. Sometimes will also do eye mask. (But very seldom)
18. Eye cream. (Haven't been applyin eye cream for ages, look at my dark circles!)
19. Start painting nails. (Base coat, then nail strenghtener, nail colour, lastly top coat) (Usually takes me 2 hours to complete cos I always have to repaint and repaint zzzz but I have not painted my nails for centuries d)

Oh, did I miss out anything??

Oh ya and the last one NUMBER 20 is putting on my retainer then I'm ready to go to bed!

I'm sure there are more steps like applying anti-aging cream, whitening cream, serum, scrubs and so on which I didnt do but for me these are already a lot and this occupies half of the day already! huhuhu

hehehe you see girls are very troublesome right?

why do girls have to suffer all these pain?

2009-01-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

Freakingly hate period!

哭花了的妆一定很难看吧

2009-01-01T01:44:00.002+08:00

今年自己一个人孤零零地在花园过新年，妈的

垃圾

2008-12-31T01:50:00.002+08:00

最近心情不怎么好，好多事情在我脑海里一直飘来飘去，害我都不能好好睡觉。尤其是平安夜那晚，心情差得不得了，不能和想要一起度过的人一起度过，基本上没什么心情想要庆祝。心情很差的时候又不懂要找谁分担，当时真得很彷徨，很miserable。到最后还是应了朋友的约，去 Gurney Drive 和他们一起倒数。想必我那天的样子一定吓坏了他们吧，哭了整天的金鱼眼一定很难看。从来都没在朋友面前哭的我，对着那茫茫大海，又引发我哭的情绪，在他们面前哭了=（讲出来都觉得很白痴 o.O
我也不想要扫他们兴的，但我真的提不起劲儿 >.<

讲起当晚的倒数，还蛮无聊的！11.45pm 竟放了烟花。12点的时候一群人自己在那儿倒数，听得不是很清楚，我还转过头问旁边的朋友，“12点了是不是？”，我们连倒数都不懂，烟花也没放，什么气氛都没有，觉得还蛮费的。过后大概 12.15am 时断断续续的又放了几次烟花，看了真的很geram! 到最后大家都玩得很起劲，到处喷人，喷过路的车子，还把过路的摩多骑士的头盔拿下来满脸喷，搞到警察叔叔都跑来和我们一起庆祝圣诞！

今年圣诞收到圣诞礼物基本上应该很开心的，但不知怎样我害到了人家不开心 =（好烦啊，又害到了别人。怎么办呢

前几天看了Titanic，很感人，真得很羡慕这种不用回报的爱情，可以为自己爱的人连性命都不顾而牺牲。如果现实中有这种爱情就好了。但现实生活中不可能有这样的爱情吧，还要顾虑到很多 aspects，要看双方的家庭背景，想法，兴趣，文化教养，金钱，性格等。好烦啊，那要到及时才能找到适合自己，自己又适合那个人的人呢？可能永远也找不到吧

Astro 播的 Titanic 很多part 都被剪掉了，画面一直跳来跳去，看到都好无瘾！想要看他们亲热都不能！哈哈哈，听说还有 sex scenes 呢，要赶快去买翻版dvd 来看了！不懂是不是真的，哈

Very soon, I'm turning into 19. How I wish I could stay 18 forever. >.< ish. Don't wanna grow old =(
还记得今年7月1号那天，我一直问身边的人，“你有发现到半年已经过去了吗？我们已经浪费了半年耶！” 那么快，在不知不觉中，另一个半年又过了，要迎接2009年的到来。现在我才发现到原来我已经浪费1年的光阴了，玩玩乐乐了1年，是时候开始设定自己的目标了！
很荒唐是不是？别人从中学开始就已经找到自己想要做的东西，我到现在都还不知自己要的是什么？

跳舞，一直是我梦想，每当看到电视上mv里的人在跳舞，都有无比的伤感，真的很想念以前跳舞时能把所有舞步都记得和当一个表演很成功地完成的那种满足感。
一切都只能怀念了=（

好像写了很多废话，是时候开始想一想然后设定一个目标，好在新的一年里有个目标让自己发奋前进，不再荒荒费费过日子了。

Happy New Year guys!
I wish myself a HAPPY 2009 too.

Days when I had friends to hang out with

2008-12-24T01:21:00.008+08:00

Itallianies @ Sunway!

Ciggs and beer are the best thing! lol

@ Yogur Berry! (counting how much I spent on clothes *eyes rolling*)

girls in purple

Republic @ Sunway!

This birthday boy must be drunk! Look at his face.

MJ is so cute hahaha

What is that face Oon Zhi Zhao?!

Look at the way I hold knife! Better don't mess with me, or else... hehhee =P

I'm lazy to write anything hehe

2008-12-04T02:26:00.009+08:00

Yea so there will be only photos in this entry. ekekeke

during the exam week:

sleeping in the library

I don't know who's this. hahahaha definitely not me!

camwhored when we were bored studyin.

I feel lucky that I'm not short-sighted hehe.

Back to my hometown:

I know my camera sucks. zzz

still with my braces on.

miss these guys so much!

He's cute right?! right???

got so excited. hahaha.

Without braces! yea I just got my braces off today. And I think I look weird. hahaha

Happy holiday to everyone :)

2008-11-20T00:55:00.001+08:00

Final has finally over. I'm gonna fail till kao kao. :)

this phone is so omg-ly freakingly WOW!

2008-11-05T10:20:00.000+08:00

Hey this is me blogging with my new N81! Haha. And I'm now in class! This phone is so amazing wei! I can surf the net and also chat on msn anytime I want! Muahaha

I don't wanna talk about it no more

2008-10-31T13:51:00.002+08:00

Fuck you, you fucking bitch.

Go get a life!

come on, who's afraid of needles?

2008-10-28T00:32:00.002+08:00

Life has been great lately. I occupied myself with loads of stuffs so that I won't have time to think about shits and feel emo about it. yea yea I haven't been to the balcony for weeks! hooray

I have always wanted to donate blood but because blood donors have to be at least 18 and above so I wasn't able to donate. >.<>.<

measuring my blood pressure... I don't know what the heck I was laughing at...

Those who studied bio in form 5 should know this because we did the experiment before =) This lady poked a hole at my middle finger to get some blood to check my blood type.
Heck! I'm already 18 and I don't even know my own blood type! ha. Sorry Cik Noretna (my bio teacher >.<) I ponteng your class so I didnt do that experiment =(

Hey but I know she's happy cos I got a B for bio in spm cause I failed a lot in form 4 and form 5. hahaha I wanted to drop that subject but she didnt allow! Luckily I didnt.

This lady had a hard time seacrhing for my blood vessels cause she said she couldn't find the thickest vessels. Finally she had decided to do it on my left arm. phew (look at my face tryin to laugh to make myself less nervous lol)

See how nervous was I till I crossed my toes when I was anaethesized.
hahaha. The blanket was too short for my long legs! =P

I didn't even wanna look at it I turned my face away. Scary

So scary when I saw this pic

Hey this is not ribbena k

yay finally it has over!

haha. I'm happy I did it and I will still go for the second time. Donating blood is good cause it saves lives!

And don't ever think that you have a common blood type or there are always a lot of people out there who donate blood so you don't need to donate anymore.
If you think so, then you are wrong.
Cause there are people who needs blood all the time so there are always shortage of blood in the hospitals. That is why regular blood donations are always needed.

So go give it a try cause there are a lot of health benefits by donating blood apart from saving lives.

first time blogging in mandarin

2008-10-26T02:51:00.002+08:00

女人都是口是心非的。
当女人嘴里说“好”的时候，心里其实是想着“不要”。
男人还不明白这个道理吗？

女人真难搞！

有时连我自己都讨厌自己，
很讨厌自己那么爱哭，我以前都不是这样的。。
以前我还觉得爱哭的人很软弱，很没用。。

现在反而自己变哭包了。。

我讨厌我自己！！ =（

This is funny!

2008-10-26T00:09:00.003+08:00

The moment I saw this I burst out laughing. Man, this is funny kay.

What you get if you translate "This is hot" to our Malaysian language?

"panas! panas!" ??

hahaha wei are you sure you can translate it that way? hahha wtf

I was like "apa barang yang sangat panas tuh!? this barbie doll panas?!"

rofl lmao lol wtf

yay I got a new phone!

2008-10-25T23:31:00.006+08:00

Finally I got my lappie back after 3 weeks of waiting!
Don't know what's wrong with my lappie 3 weeks back, it keep on restarting on its own and many of the programs couldn't be used and it was really really lag and slow loading files. I thought it was attacked by virus but when I scanned using Kaspersky no virus was found.

Wth dunno what's wrong so someone promised to fix it for me but my lappie was totally untouched after 2 weeks

So this guy seeing me so kesian so he offered to fix it for me, and thanks to him it was fixed in just a day!
And he installed a few of useful programs for me, which I totally have no idea what are the programs for hahahaha okay okay I admit I'm a noob =(

And oh yeah~
My dad gave me a new phone, which is N81!! oh yeah baybeh~ I love it I love it~

But hey I thought I just said I'm a noob?? yea yea I'm a noob.... sob.
I really have some problems dealing with "too pro" de phone =(
Gotta learn how to use it by reading the manual zzz
Tell me where got time to study!!!??

hahaha wtf what a lousy excuse to not study for finals. aaaaaaaaaaa

KFC KFC~

2008-10-13T23:45:00.004+08:00

Went to KFc with Cat this evening. We were planning to study cause finals are like one month away and we have not started studyin yet. OMG and every time in class we were like talking and talking and sleeping only.

I don't even know anything about marketing and business. Gonna die in finals soon. hahha

But we ended up talking about guys, love, family and our future. lol
I seriously dont feel like studyin that thick textbook!! and there are 3 other thick books man. gosh...

How can I make it in 1 month? Tell me...

See this ghost so hardworking writing something... not studyin at all also... When are you gonna be good and start studyin?! har?

While me... was camwhoring with her new phone... hahhaha damn it

Conclusion: I think I'm the last-minute-only-study type ekeke

wtf i'm so happy haahha

2008-10-04T01:32:00.021+08:00

Well I don't know how to start this entry. hahaha
Haven't been writing happy entries since like ages ago.

Well it started 4 months ago when I had to leave my hometown and separate with my parents due to some reasons. Which sadly means I had to leave all my friends and classmates too, without even had the chance to say goodbye. And I was really emo for months because of it.
I know there are many of them who are concerned about me and keep encouraging and motivating me. Thanks to those who make me feel like I'm still a somebody in this world =)
Love all my friends muahahaaha

So on the first of October Sheen, Sin and Tha came over to visit me in Penang. I was really delighted when I went to pick them up at the bus terminal.
They were really hungry so I brought them to a nearest restaurant nearby my house. The four of us ordered the same food and we chatted so loudly without taking care of own image. haha it's been like so long I have not been talking that fast and loud edi. lol.

After the dinner we went to Gurney and decided to watch movie. We bought tickets for the movie Mamma Mia at 12.55am and since there were still plenty of time we went to Gurney Drive for our supper. hahaha. Damn pek chek I tell you. There will always be many people during public holidays. Wanna find a seat also susah -.-
And then we went for a walk along the "beach" and took pictures when we saw a fountain at the roundabout.
Seriously this was the first time we took so many photos together cause most of the time we would always talk and talk and talk and end up forgetting to take pics. haha

I don't know what were they trying to do. lol

Lynn the bubblefish hehehe

Doesn't really look real

I don't know what were they trying to do again. Molesting her or trying to push her into the fountain?

Focus on my nice nice hands and fingers. haha don't look at my naked fingernails k

haha tryin to look small

See I can shoot that high! Can you???? =P
(lol I like this pic the most! There were a bunch of guys across the road laughing at us when we did this. We quickly ran away when Sin told us that they were looking at us. lol)

Having urination problem is it? Look at your face! lmao

Do I look like I was wearing a crown on my head and holding a wand? hehe I'm so creative man

I like that smile haha

Hiding my face lol

Look at her face! lmao

Hiding my face and body....

wtf what was I doin

I think I'm really a homosexual >.<

We really had a great time together taking photos and chit-chatting.

The bad part was the movie cause we didn't know it's kind of musical movie and it was boring. Sheen and I actually fell asleep in the cinema and we got scolded by the lady in front of us when we were talking. lol wtf

The next morning we went to Queensbay for lunch and started our shopping mission. haha we really are shopping freak and can really shop for the whole day even wearing high heels. I really like shopping with them as we share the same taste most of the time. We would always give comments no matter positive or negative that is why we enjoy shopping together. Another thing that I enjoy is when we slapped each others' butt like usual when we were shopping. hahaha this is fun!

Camwhoring at Kenny Roger's

wtf when can I take off my braces!! >.<

Look at that fake smile lol she was really hungry d

After hours of shopping everyone was tired already...

damn I act cute a lot these days!

Trying to cover for her but since she said her bf doesn't mind... So I...

just dont care la! lol

We were really having fun time together, just look at her smile! haha

Finally after all the shoppings and eatings we went to a japanese restaurant to meet up with my dad and bros for dinner. And again we talked like we had never been talking for 20 years and just keep on talkin and laughin even when the waiters and waitresses were staring at us.

Sheen and Tha slept early that night as they were really tired and sleepy.

While me and Sin were at the balcony having girls' talk for like 3 or 4 hours. haha

On the 3rd day, my dad and I sent them to the bus terminal after having our dimsum breakfast. I couldn't send them off cause I had got test in the afternoon.

So we camwhored again in the bus terminal waiting area and I was about to cry and starting to emo when I finally realised that they were going to leave. These 3 days were my most happiest moments since I came to Penang. T.T and why the hell time passes so fast

Sin, Tha and Sheen!!!

I love all of you!

hahaha muackkssss
(shit man I think I'm gonna turn homo d)

Wanna lose weight?

2008-09-29T22:50:00.005+08:00

Yay I'm really happy today =)

hehehe Catherine and I are now Celebrity Fitness's members and we went for some work out today.
That was so so so so tired man. I've never been to the gym cos I didn't know how to use the equipments correctly and with correct postures. We are given two personal training sessions after signing up at CF and that gives us some idea of how to use some of the equipments. hehehe Cat and I made a really quick decision of signing up at CF and luckily we have no regrets after paying that amount of money. lol we really like the facilities and the atmosphere there.

And I'm so gonna work out really often to lose some weight and tone up my body. And hey I finally get to dance again after so many months! That's my main point of signing up at CF!!
lol.

happy happy happy

guess which is mine ekekeke (can you see that gold bird bird at the corner)

ShuLing has already transferred to other college. lol see I told ya that my college sucks

*wtf we didn't study for our coming accounts test which is on this friday and ended up talkin at the coffee beans. lol so many amolang le.
And thanks Cat for the ice blended white chocolate dream! =)

I'm happy cos there are still good people in this world

2008-09-29T22:19:00.003+08:00

It was raining heavily when I was in my car waiting for my friend. And then there was this guy who just parked his car beside mine and came down with his umbrella. He saw me looking at him and he thought I wanted to borrow his umbrella and offered to lend me his umbrella. He's such a kind guy! How sweet of him.
This gives me hope for the world because there are still many kind and good people out there. Hooray

Round of applause for him~

ZzzZZzzzzzZZZZzzZzZ

2008-09-18T06:00:00.003+08:00

I hate this place I hate this place I hate this place very very very very much!!!!!!!!
I hate everything in this place! I wanna go back to my own house. My own house. Where I used to have my family with me. Damn
And I hate my college! It sucks.
I hate everything.
I wanna go back to Sunway >.<

I would go to the balcony whenever I feel emo. I thought I could calm myself down and feel happier that way but I always end up getting more and more emo. That kinda feeling really suck cause a lot of negative thoughts would get into my mind. And there's no one I could share with. Then I would feel like shouting out loud to the air or crying. lol I'm cryin too much these days wtfbbq.
Ahh probably I'm thinking too much. Things probably are not what I think they are. They are much more simpler than I thought perhaps.
ShuuuShuuu all negative thoughts go away~
I need someone to motivate me! I'm getting worse day by day...

And goddamnit all my pictures are gone when I transferred them to my laptop from my pendrive! I had already deleted everything in my pendrive and I got no any backups. Shit man
All my secondary school photos, graduation photos, college photos and best friends photos are gone!! Gone. wtf

*p/s: I reaaalllly miss dancing so much!! Feel so rusty now and damn it I've gained weight because of that! I would feel the pain whenever I see people dance. Dancing is my passion. T.T AAAAhhhhh I wanna go home!!! I want everything to go back to normal. puhleaseeee?

wtf my right hand cacat d >.<

2008-09-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

I accidentally knocked my right hand on the ceiling fan when it was spinning.
Spinning spinning spinning!!!!

Yes you did not hear me wrong it was really spinning, with the speed of 2 (luckily it wasn't any more than that, phew...)

You must be thinking, what the shit?? Why the hell did you go and touch the ceiling fan when it was spinning??!

-.-
I didn't touch the fan.
It's just because my bed is like super-duper near the fan okay because my bed is a double-deck one.
So at that momment I was really in pain and now the back of my hand (or in more scientific term it's called opisthenar) is a bit swollen already.
It's damn painful when I try to move my small finger so I decided to use more of my left hand.
haha even now I'm just typin with one hand only.
Feel so cacat now la lol

Ahh hopefully nothing serious with my right hand!
I still need to cut fruits for my business assignment next week!!
Hope my hand get better soon lol

muahahahhaa

2008-09-05T03:48:00.001+08:00

lolz that damn facebook.
Someone please teach me how to use facebook. lolz
Why so many applications one. Adui

What's wrong?

2008-08-29T01:29:00.004+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with me these days.

At one moment I can be laughing non-stop for no reason (and leave others with many many question marks on their face), and then the next second I can be really moody and feel like wanna cry or throw my pillows everywhere. Sometimes I even feel like shouting or biting people (lolz?).

Dont't tell me it's because of freaking pms. EEee wtf
Seriously the feeling when girls are on pms is really undescribable, guys will never ever understand that feeling no matter what.

I guess I really needa stop emoing d. Things gonna get better one day. I hope. =)

*I really miss her.

Another disappointment.

2008-08-21T02:55:00.005+08:00

I didn't want my blog to be so emo-ish.
But it seems like I'm writing a lot of emo entries. Aiksss...

Perhaps, you have forgotten about your promise.
Or perhaps, you thought that I have forgotten about it?
THREE disappointment today. Three in total.
Are you really that forgetful, or maybe it's just the levity in you?
I knew it since the very beginning. But still, I'm a bit disappointed, not that I wanted all these that badly, it's just that I'm now starting to lose the confidence.

All I want is just a little bit more concern from you. You didn't even bother to show me your concern when I was sick.

Perhaps, what you want is just -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------. (11 words in total. You fill in the blanks yourself hahahahaaas make full use of your own imagination =P)

Still, I hope I'm making the right decision. Cheers! =)

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

Oh pretty boy
pretty boy
pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay, ooo right beside you.

*p/s: This is my blog. I have the rights to write what I want to write. It's just a place for me to express my feelings, share the sad and happy moments of my life with my readers. Just click on the "X" on the right hand side on top if you don't like my blog. And please don't approach me and ask who am I talking about in my blog. If I wanna tell, I will tell. AND also please do not assume people that I mention in my blog is you and then start going around and ask what's wrong. You are not me, you won't know who am I refering to. So please don't keh gao :)

Woolala Lee Chong Wei failed to get the gold medal

2008-08-20T19:03:00.005+08:00

Just saying without an action is plainly useless.
Prove it to me if you really mean it. So that I will have faith in you.
And don't ever promise me if you are not yet sure whether you can do it or not and then in the end you forget about the promise.
You know I hate being lied. I would gradually lose the confidence in you one day.

I hope I'm making the right decision :'(

*p/s: I super duper uber cooper hate her. What's the point of her doing all these? Can't she just let the world be peaceful?

Updates, finally!

2008-08-17T05:47:00.003+08:00

Life hasn't been really great these days.
If I were given a chance, I would probably wanna go back to my original life.

A few of my Besties, a bunch of kisiao friends, shopping, dancing, performing, college, those moments we spent to paint our nails when lecturers were teaching, the crazy things we did at the cafeteria and the craps we talked about during and after classes, those time that we actually wanted to discuss about our group assignments and that we ended up with lots of lame jokes and craps and laughters, those time that we would start doing our assignments or revision at the eleventh hour when assignments were gonna due or exams were around the corner, those make-up tips that we would never mind sharing, those moments we spent in the changing room trying out new clothes but could hardly purchase them, the time where we would always carry cameras with us all the time and take pictures of ourselves whenever there's a mirror or probably just plainly a reflection of smooth surfaces, the gossips that we would never stop gossiping about, the time where we went shopping together and did stupid and silly things without having taking care of our own image, those moments where we laugh out loud and shout when we were happy or when someone tells a funny joke, those moments where we could chat for few hours just for nothing, and also some of the time where we went swimming together and talked about our future plans, the routine that I hardly miss every week when there were my jazz and belly dancing class, the passion for performing and the joyfulness when getting a chance to perform, the crazy moments whenever we had our dance rehearsals and the tension whenever performing date was around the corner, those time when I had my own room and I could have my own personal time where I could do anything that I like such as taking my own sweet time painting my nails for 2 hours and waiting for them to dry up till I fall asleep and then ended up my nails were a mess after I wake up and that I had to repaint them, those time that I could listen to some soft musics before I sleep, those time when I could really sleep soundly and peacefully without having any disturbance, those time where I could spend my own money that I earned on the things that I had been longing for, those time when I could see and talk to my parents everyday, those time that I did not need to do any of the housework except of cleaning my own room though I never really did that (=P), those time that I did not need to worry what to eat every morning when I wake up, those time where I hated instant noodles very much, those time where I had plenty plenty plenty of chocolates stocked up at home, those time that I had to chase over a cockroach that occasionally appear at my drawer where I kept my undergarments (!!), those time that I did not need to worry how much the price of petrol has gone up, those time where I had to sit in front of the TV everyday to watch my favourite TV series/movies/reality shows, those time that I had to pay my dentist a visit every month or two to tighten my braces....

and lots lots more that I couldn't really recall edi, wtf

I know it's impossible, it's not gonna happen anyway. So that is why I'm trying really hard to adapt myself into this new environment. (I'm not those whose adaptivity is very low kind of person, in fact.)

Lucky to say, I have a really really good uncle, cousins and new friends (and of course THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE is included, too) who have never hesitated to make me feel happier and happier each day from the day I was forced to move to this new place.

I am glad that I am able to face this obstacle optimisticly, though at times I was a bit depressed when I am not in good mood. (aiya girls are like that every once in a month la, so it's nothing special also right)

But not too pesimistic lah,
actually my life hasn't been really bad, either.

'Cause I got the chance to try out a lot of things that I had not tried before this.

-I sat on a motorcycle and travel along the town for the first time. (except for when I was like at the age of 2 or 3 when my grandpa who has passed away like many many years ago fetched me go kai kai =P and I don't even remember how it feels to sit on a motorcycle)

-I go for fishing!

-I caught a fish (it was a stingray tim!) for the very first time!

-I do all the housework all on my own everyday after coming back from college (sweeping and mopping the floor, wash & dry & fold the clothes and then distribute all of them to each person's room, cook RICE??, do the washing, yiu i hate washing plates the most! some of them will help occasionally, only when their mood good lah -.-zz) and in fact I don't mind doing all these because I'm the only girl at home, can't even rely on the guys, damn, but I just don't feel their appreciation, like because I'm the only girl at home SO I AM SUPPOSED TO DO ALL THE HOUSEWORK BECAUSE THAT'S A GIRL'S JOB AND DUTY AND RESPONSIBILTY TO ENSURE EVERYTHING AT HOME IS CLEAN AND TIDY, AND IT'S LIKE NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS LIKE THAT, AND THEN SHOW ME FACES WHEN I ASKED TO HELP TO DO THE WASHING ONCE, and that makes me feel like no point of doing all these, now I feel guilty for my mom and kakak 'cause I used to only help out when I was free.

-I watch midnight shows in the cinema (too bad the POPCORNS here aren't as good as the one they have in GSC Sunway Pyramid!)

-I go to the beach at the middle of the night!! I love beach!! (just like how much I like blue loh)

-I can hang out and lepak outside till very very late!

-I play mahjong like a few times a week until I've become so pro as compared to last time (I was very noob)

-I eat instant noodles like once in 2 or 3 days. EEee

-I sleep like very very very very less as compared to last time.

-I only go to bed in the morning everytime when there's no classes and even when there'll be classes to attend I would also sleep really late (totally different as compared to last time cos I used to go to bed before 11 when I have got classes to attend. Sleep WAS my first priority because that's the secret to keep us girls pretty and refresh all the time, and dancing WAS my second priority as it is my passion, however, sad to say that these two are no longer my priority edi. zzz) and even now it's like already 8.30 in the morning and I haven't slept! wtf

-I have supper like almost everyday? (What The Fish!? If it was last time, I wouldn't eat anything after 8pm, no matter how hungry I was.) I am gaining weight damn!

-I have not been for shopping like many months edi.. (eeEE) But still my money-spending rate is high! Maybe because of food? And that damn petrol is making me pokkai!

-I straightened my hair like 2 weeks ago? My ass was like gonna burst (KABOOOM!) sitting in the salon for more than 5 hours! (Show you guys my pic next time!)

-I had my first _________. (Fill in the blanks/ Isikan tempat kosong) hahaha

*woahhh don't tell me you are gonna write all the happenings in this one month in one entry!? This is gonna be really long post man! Do you think I'm gonna read everything that you wrote? nah I'm gonna skip those long long paragraph and just only go through some of the sentences!*

waa.. I think this is the longest entry ever that consists only words and still I've a lot more to blog about wor.
How ah? I think if I continue writing no one is gonna continue reading!
So should I just stop here???

yeah yeah I need some sleep too I guess!
:)

tagged

2008-07-20T17:47:00.003+08:00

Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
~27 or 28, depends

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
~yes i will

3. Do you smoke?
~yes, I smoke 2nd-hand smoke

4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
~Money and more money $.$

5. Who did you text most lately?
~hong

6. How old are you?
~18

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
~Pantene hair shampoo

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
~cant think of anyone now

9. Who do you wish to get married ?
~no idea

10. Getting marry is going to heaven or grave?
~depends lo

11. How many kids do you want?
~2 or 3?

12. Are you in love?
~nope

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
~KFC

14. Name the latest book you bought?
~cant remember

15. Do you believe in God?
~sometimes

16. Name your favourite game or sport.
~swimming

17. Name your favourite food.
~anything with chocolate or cheese

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
~BEACH!!!

19. Hugs or Kisses?
~both!

20. Single or attached?
~single!

21. (BONUS) Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
FLORA is
~crazy and funny
~a shopoholic
~good at computer stuffs
~she has an IT de boyfriend
~she likes skating

22. People I tagged:
~none

RED ang

2008-07-19T02:03:00.014+08:00

It's been almost a week since I got back from Redang.
Until today only I got the mood to seriously sit down and blog about it.

Well what I can say about redang is, ONE WORD, NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

The sea is so blue and clear looking just like a swimming pool, and the sand is soooooo fine that you thought you are walking in powder.

The beach is so nice until I tell you, you wouldn't wanna just stay there for 3 days and 2 nights.

I wish I was there for few more days!

The water is sooooo crystal-like clear that you can see all the fish swimming around and snatching for bread.

You can even see the corals.

Well i guess i'm not gonna write much, a bit lazy =)

i'mma let all the pictures to the talking since we took quite a lot of pictures!!

The most fashionable outfit i have ever worn.

We were planning to soak in the sea water till we become SALTED-HUMAN.

If it wasnt for the sake of snokelling, I wouldn't want to stand under the sun!

The floor is too slippery..

Two victory signs because the branches didnt break =D

BONUS PICTURES

At Terengganu bus terminal, 5am early in the morning. (wtf i looked so pale?)

Terengganu China Street

-wtf? so short!? =P

Merang Jetty

-Off to Redang!! yay~

Looking high up to the sky.. ada apa tu?

I love seahorse.

1 king, 1 queen and 1 slave. lol

ouch!!

Help!!!

Couldnt go in because of the cap.

To be honest, i havent had my breakfast yet.

getting tanned??

2008-07-14T20:18:00.008+08:00

aaa.....
want to blog about the redang trip, but dunno where to start from!
too many pictures la..

oh yea and i've become darker after coming back from redang!
sunblock doesnt help >.< (should ask my dear beloved cousin brother to use his huge body to block the sunlight for me, the SUNBLOCKER hahahaas =P )

any whitening tips to share with me, anyone??

puhleaseeee~~although tan is nice, still i want to be as fair as before.... @@

and oh, i think i need to work out on gym or some sports man, i'm getting fatter and fatter, tiu!!

havent been dancing or even swimming for almost two freaking months!
can you just imagine that?!
sleeping, playing and eating non-stop and not doing any exercise for 2 months wei!!

and my face has become as big as a BUN ! wtf!

aaaa... really needa lose weight d....

2008-07-13T21:17:00.001+08:00

now only i realise that this world is so realistic, cruel and dangerous.

perhaps, i'm to naive to live in this world.

dont laugh at me please~

2008-07-01T14:50:00.004+08:00

and dont honk me please~~
i havent been driving manually for almost a year d kay!!
i know, i know,
i mati engine many times,
but please forgive me!! hahahaa..

and i got my phone back d guys!!
too bad i lost my phone charger so i will not be able to use these few days.. gonna buy a new charger soon!!
yay~
u guys can start calling and kacau me already!

and.. and....
i finally got my own car!
it's a wira, an auto one! (my uncle lent it to me actually, hooray)
i can drive here and there d~

* i'm now no more an AVEO gong zu anymore *

and... and..... and....

i'm going to REDANG next week!!
u hear it??!
REDANG woi!!
i've been wanting to go redang since long long time ago!!
wooah so damn excited man!!

i'm now a zombie.

2008-06-27T05:07:00.001+08:00

my life has turned totally up-side-down.

these days, i can only get into sleep in the morning.
the dark has become part of my life... i dont even need my pair of sunnies anymore, cos i will mostly be sleeping when the sun is high up in the sky~
yay~
i'm havin insomia lately @@

i know it's not good for my health, but i just cant sleep well all the time.
nightmares appear in my head every time i close my eyes.
that is why i would only go to bed when i'm physically and mentally exhausted till the limit.. that is when i can get rid of nightmares and sleep peacefully (peaceful sleep, not a quality sleep though, cos i will still be awake a few times after i sleep, sigh)

lets hope i wont tumbang one day

movies movies and movies!!

2008-06-25T19:17:00.001+08:00

i have watched the most movies in my entire life this month!

wait wait, let me count.....

-narnia
-indiana jones
-missing
-someone behind you
-the happening
-kungfu panda (cantonese version)
-made of honour

waa tamade... i have never watched so many movies in a month before, not even in a year!

and i have a lot lot more movies that i want to watch!!

-get smart
-doomsday
-wanted
-hancock
-run fat boy run
-kungfu panda (english version)
-the mummy 3
-war of the dragons
-journey to the center of the earth
-x-files
-red cliff
-the dark knight
-hellboy

omgwtfbbq... can u just imagine how much money i am going to spend on movies??
oh gosh i cant live in this world without money woi!

popcorns anyone??

i'm now back in action!!

2008-06-20T04:59:00.002+08:00

havent been blogging for almost a month and i'm now back in action guys!
blogging is really fun to me and it feels so "empty" going on a life without blogging.

so i decided to start blogging again!! yes, i'm back!

i've got a lot things to blog about and some photos to upload.
just give me some time....

hahah stay tuned

love,
lynn

farewell..

2008-05-25T13:54:00.005+08:00

yes, big girls dont cry.

but when i grow older, i tend to cry even much as compared to when i was younger.

to me, crying is just showin ppl that you are weak, you are a noob. therefore i dont really cry in the public. i dont want my family and friends to worry about me.

however this situation that i'm currently facing made me wanna cry every single day.

but i hold my tears all the time because i have to be strong, i dont want my family to worry and feel even sadder.

that day, after holding the tears for few hours, i finally teared when i was driving alone. i just couldnt control my tears...

i really need a shoulder to cry on, but i know at the moment i have to be strong.

and yes i still have a lot of friends who support and encourage me. i know that. thanks to those who sms'ed me. love all of you. >.<>

to all my friends, i'll stop blogging for a period of time and i'll only be back when everything is settled.

till then, wish me luck yea.

i'll really miss u guys. T_T

love,
lynn

omg funny!!

2008-05-18T01:03:00.002+08:00

this skeleton got teeth wei! lol

fun?

2008-05-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

playin hide and seek with some people.. XD

pek chek!

2008-05-11T21:57:00.005+08:00

was performing for mothers' day show at Klang Parade this evening.
photos taken in the studio while we were getting ready. oh ya, didnt get to take pics of the pom pom dance. hahaha. sounds a bit like cheerleader huh?

lala style which u can find in time square and sungai wang, and now, u can find it in KLANG!!

yes i know i'm tall thats why i kneeled down

all the pics are blur..

me and cutie yawen

the 101th post

2008-05-11T01:22:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wonder, when people say "friends forever", do they really mean it?

i mean i have never believed in the word FOREVER, because as we grow older, we go through many stages of life, we tend to forget our old friends.
even if we dont, we tend to neglect our old friends because we already have new friends with us.

friends will leave gradually, one by one, as we move on to the next stage of life, because all of us have different dreams. friends will not be with u ANYMORE when your dream is not the same as theirs. everyone has to go for their dreams right?
everyone has to move on in their life, studies, boyfriends, career, money, etc...
we cant blame friends for not being with u all the time. yea, we cant. everyone has their own life.

i was a bit upset because some of the friends that i used to hang out with were not as close as we used to be anymore. they have their own new friends and i have my own new friends as well.
all of us seem to walk on our own path.
but after a while, i understood, this is LIFE. i cant do anything, all i can do now is to appreciate everything i have. yes, appreciate all my friends that i have. =)

i know i neglected some of my friends sometimes. forgive me k?
but hey, i still love all of my friends. new and old. =)

..

2008-05-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

read the news
this is the news about the poor girl whom died in NS camp.
condolences to her family and friends. =(

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i was so fish today!
i had fallen down from the stairs when i was in college today. @@
so fish wei!
and now my knees are in blue-black again omg -.-
now i realise how noob am i. >.<

bubblefish is sick again~
i'm so weak man... get sick so easily.. lol

R.I.P. my friend

2008-05-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

received an sms when i was in my class this noon.
i was told that one of my ex-schoolmate has just passed away in NS camp.

although i dont really know her, i feel so sad and sorry for her.
she's just 18 only k? i dont really know wat happen to her in NS so i'd better not comment anything. =(

rest in peace, my dear friend. =(

kena tagged again... this time by flora~

2008-05-08T16:51:00.002+08:00

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the question about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and post their names then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

What was I doing 10 years ago(1998)?
playin with the sand and barbie doll? how the hell can i remember? i was only 8 years old leh. was still studyin in sjk(c) sungai way lah.

5 things on my to-do list today (it's only a to-do list most of the time, which most of the time i never do)
(a)do my homework
(b)study
(c)sleep for at least 10 hours a day. (i need some sleep man, feeeeeel so sick)
(d)shopping
(e)watch those movies that i have always wanted to watch

5 snacks I enjoy
(a)chocolates!!
(b)popcorns
(c)twisties
(d)ice cream
(e)donuts

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
(a)donate some money for charity use
(b)invest so that i could become richer and richer (muahahahahaha)
(c)provide my parents a better living
(d)shop shop n shop
(e)travel around the world

5 of my bad habits
(a)my laziness
(b)spend too much time on the internet
(c)spend too much time sleepin (i have always admired those who doesnt need to sleep!)
(d)love junk food, fast food, chocolates and hate veggies =)
(e)spend a lot of money on clothes, make up, shoes etc etc etc

5 places I have lived ( i have moved for about 4 times)
(a)Bandar Sunway
(b)Shah Alam
(c)Klang
(d)Taiping
(e)none

5 jobs I've had
(a)cashier
(b)dancer
(c)secretary (hahaha my mom's secretary in her shop)
(d)none
(e)none

5 people I tag
(a)none
(b)none
(c)none
(d)none
(e)none

cat's shit

2008-05-05T16:42:00.003+08:00

ate lotsa lotsa lotsa durians yesterday. yummy~
uncle bought a lot a lot of durians all the way from penang. hehe.

this love-shaped durian i found in durian orchard, taken about 2 years ago.
so many durians there~~
we could eat as much as we wanted. lol. lau lin~

*p/s: have u ever heard of durian curry? i wanna try how it tastes like -.-"

happy birthday to my brother~

2008-05-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

sleepy....

random

2008-05-03T00:50:00.007+08:00

ok i'm so sorry that my previous entry was so rude cos i was really mad and frustrated.
and met up with the gang today and told them about it. they said i'm too kind, i shouldnt've gone down to the office to look for the "ketua". i should've asked the guard to call the "ketua" come and see me! lol. and they said i should ask them to apologize because they shouldnt accuse people like that. the way they talk was like 100% confirmed i was the one who bang other's car!
pls confirm and check edi only come and accuse me lar. idiot.

anyway i'm gonna write about something happy now. hehe btw this is gonna be a long long post as i'm lazy to divide them into few entries. haha

yesterday was labor day and i felt that we should celebrate, cos it's public holiday! haha
so we planned to meet up at pyramid and when i was on my way there, one of them called up and told me that sunway pyramid's car park was already full, and there was also a heavy jam outside pyramid.
so they decided to go mentari court McDonald's as they are having promotion for the sundae ice-cream every 1st day of the month.
woohoo~ it only cost us about rm2.70 for 5 sundaes~

then talked a lot of lame jokes like usual and making noise till the whole McD was only our voice.
haha then we decided to drive to pyramid after that and there were really a lot of people in pyramid.
encounter traffic jam not only outside, but also inside the basement car park.

and was loitering there for about one hour plus and then i had to leave for my rehearsal in klang.
was at pyramid for an hour plus and the parking fees was so damn expensive man.

these 3 exchanged their slippers and walked around in pyramid -.-"

reached klang a bit late but found out that many of them had not reached so the 4 of us went to klang parade and walk walk lor.

and i told them about the McD's promotion and they were excited about it so again i went for my second round of sundae~

we had been practising dance for about 3 hours plus and i was like sweating non-stop. (not that kinda sweat when u kena bomb by someone~.~)

we are currently preparing for a dance concert for our studio which will be held at KEC this coming june 8.
i'm pretty sure this concert will be really great as all of us have put a lot of effort into it.

and just see what happen to me knees again -.-"

these are the tickets for the concert. although it is quite expensive (50 bucks per ticket), i feel that it is worth it as we really have put a lot of effort into this concert.

hi tea will also be served as well~

whoever is interested can get the tickets from me. i'm involved in this concert lorh!

yea as what i know, this concert consists of various dances, mainly ballet, and there will be new jazz, belly dancing, latin and maybe other dances.
we also have a dance musical which has storyline and involve more acting.
it's interesting so if anyone is interested just let me know ya.

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went to pyramid today our after class since didnt get to shop much yesterday. it was too crowded and i wasnt in good mood. at least today was better, not too many ppl although it's friday.

i was concentrating on my food at Sakae Sushi. i didnt have my dinner night before and i skipped my breakfast too this morning. nothing to eat at home.
i was so damn hungry until i didnt even reply whoever was talking to me. haha

thanks! my nostril is not that ithcy d..

group photo..

the boss and err... why your face like that jiali!?

finally full attendance today~! everyone was here. thanks to boss who had to be the photographer. hehe

after a few hours of walking with high heels, it's time to let my feet to relax! hen shuang ar~

bought popcorns and eating at A&W. popcorns + rootbear and u get?? lol no idea.

when i first said that i wanted popcorns everyone was laughing at me. no one would ever buy popcorns without watching movie! lmao.
and then i bought a large one and everyone was saying
"how the hell are u going to finish this one big box?!"
and then started eating my popcorns.

heck! it's mine wei!
then the one large box of popcorns was finished after a while by this EATING MACHINE (me myself) and i felt not satisfied yet because i wanted to eat one whole big box alone!!

hahaha so i went and bought another box. again, i was laughed by everyone. and when i asked whether to buy a large one or a regular one, they asked me to get a regular one.
okay lor, regular box of popcorns for myself! yay~! i was happy!

and then the moment i held the box of popcorns in my hands, tongtong started grabbing my popcorns. hahaha
after finishing the 2nd box i still dont feel satisfied!

lol

kena tagged..

2008-05-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

since i've been tagged by SamZz and Eva and the both are the same, i shall do it only once la..
i'm lazy wei.

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
-whoever who is good

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
-Nope

3. What do u hate guys the most?
-never be serious

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
-New Zealand

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
-i wish all my dreams can come true, which is impossible, so i guess better to just live in a more realistic way

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-of course, science has proven that. and i have seen rainbows many times before

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-i'll only think about it until i get the money!

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-no idea. maybe yes, maybe no. depends.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-eva: funny, helpful, cute
-SamZz: funny, crazy, funny -.-

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-someone who is ambitious and not annoying

11. Which do you hate the most?
-someone who is hypocrite

12.What is your ambition?
-to be myself and to feel comfortable of being myself. and also to live life in my own way without having controlled by someone else.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
-i'd rather the people around me point it out to me, but of course talk to me nicely, then i dont mind =)

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-money at the moment, without money u cant do anything.
but of course family and friends are important as well. but at the moment i'd choose money.

15.Which 1 would you choose if you only have 1 choice? Travel back in time, live in another planet or being immortal?
-travel back in time i guess.

16. Are you a Smart?
-i think so? in certain aspects la.

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
-be a bit more observant and learn how to talk appropriately according to the situation

19. What do you think you will be in another 5 years?
-still a student maybe?

19. What makes you different?
the dai ka jie character lol

20. What do you wish to do now?
now? no idea.

Tagged:

No one.
cos i dont feel like tagging anyone cos i feel this is funny. it's gonna be endless!

F.U.C.K.

2008-05-01T03:49:00.002+08:00

today was really omgwtf-day.
freaking bad luck i had today.
wtf man.

first i was in my AVEO waiting at the foyer for my frens cos they wanted me to tumpang them. and then while i was waiting here comes a security guard (sunway security guard) with a damn-you-why-did-u-steal-my-chicken face. he was talking on the walkie talkie and i wanted to ask him what's wrong he just keep giving me that kinda look, i mean the look is really rude u know, and he didnt wanna answer my question! wtf.
and i winded down my window and then i was like

"apahal??"

"u pergi park kereta u di sina, turun, pergi jumpa ketua." (the ketua should be the head of security department la)

"apahal ni?"

"u punya kereta tadi langgar kereta orang kan? skrg pergi jumpa ketua." (still with the damn-muka-masam look.)

"apa? bila saya langgar orang?"

"tengok u punya kereta sudah kemak depan, tadi u langgar kereta orang kan."

"itu bukan................"

"pergi park kereta sana."

i havent finish explaining and this idiot guard just didnt want to listen to me! fucking asshole.

the "kemek" was actually already there for one or 2 weeks ago, my mom was driving and knocked by the other car when the car was trying to reverse. my frens who did tumpang my car these 2 weeks would surely notice that kemek!
and now this idiot guy was here to accuse me? wtf la, at least just listen to me la, i was trying to explain k! damn you.

so i went down and looked for the "ketua".
and in the security room there was this guy in office wear, apparantly is the "ketua".
and there were also a girl and a few guards.
and when i was standing in front of the guy waiting for him to speak, he looked at me and asked "what do u want??"

"the guard ask me...."

"who? what's wrong?" (another guy who just didnt wanna listen, i havent finished talking wei!)

"the guard *pointing outside* ask me to come in and see you."

"what's wrong?"

"i'm not sure... but he said...." (i havent finished talking!!)

"wait wait... u are not sure, i'm not sure, everyone's not sure, what do u wan me to do? ask the guard to come."

when the guard was walking towards the room, i tried to explain again (i admit i was mad cos i was in a hurry and i hate being accused)

"he said i knocked a car. and i told him it wasnt me. he said there's a knock on my car. i didnt knock anyone's car k!"

"kereta tu purple la, bukan biru." i heard another guard talking. (FYI, my AVEO is in dark blue. the guard was telling that the car who knocked the other car was a purple car)

"my car is the one in blue lah!" *pointing outside*

"wait, is there any knock on your car?"

"yes, but that was edi there for few weeks, i didnt knock anyone's car!" (actually 1 or 2 weeks only, hahaha)

"wait wait, come let's go n see"

walked to my car and obviously everyone's looking at me cos i looked super fierce and boh song.
then point here point there at my car and i just continued saying it wasnt me.
and they just didnt want to listen me! again, wtf.

"i said it wasnt me, it was edi there many days!"
"i'm in a hurry ok?"

"okok calm down. we just wan to find out, there's a report saying that there's a guy bang someone's car and just left."

"ok, when did it happen?" (i was trying to figure out)

"today."

"what time?"

"it's not me to decide whether was it you or not."

wtf, i wanted to ask him what time did the accident happen, cos if the accident happened when i was in class, i could proof to him that it wasnt me, my car was all the time in the car park! and then he gave me an answer like this.

and then he ordered one of the guard
"copy down the number plate!"

i was like damn it, who are u to accuse me? is it just becos there's a "kemek" on my car?

and then it dragged me about 15mins before i could leave. i said i was in a hurry lor!

and then i was in bad mood the whole journey as the other reason was traffic jam.
i just don understand what the hell is the jam all about, it's only 4 something in the evening!

and when i reached klang i was still on federal highway, there was a super long jam and i decided to use the emergency lane (the most left lane) in order to reach my destination earlier, which is not allowed and illegal.

and then i was like
"eh, here usually got police one wor..."

"nevermind la, no police one." one of my frens said.

"i feel got police down there la."

"wont la.. see there's also a car in front using emergency lane. get fined also the car get fined 1st. dont worry la."

then i was like, ok, there are other drivers who did the same. but as i got closer, i realised that the car in front was actually a police car. damn it.
what the fuck again.

kena summon lo i thought.
lol this and that this n that, dragged my time, wasted my time.
i'm not gonna tell what happen in the end.

sien dao.
wtf is wrong today. why so unlucky!!

and got scolded by dad at night because i didnt do well for the 2 subjects.
stupid sunway college why send a letter of my results to my house -.-"

mixy mix

2008-04-30T04:26:00.006+08:00

i was quite impressed since i started college.
it's because i was in chinese school since i was in standard 1 till form 5, i didnt really get to meet people of different races, i mean i have few malay and indian and also chindian friends, but it's just not many of them u know.

until i got to college, i find there are so many different people from different countries, even in the course i'm currently in which are mostly malaysians consists of people of different races.
many of them are mix some more.

and we often discussed about those who have mix blood cos they look pretty and dunno why their features just stand out.

lol

i have a friend who is a mix of chinese and indian,
which normally we call CHINDIAN. i know her for more than 2 years and we are quite close. she's really nice and woohooo~ she has nice features..

damn i look so damn WHITE in this pic. i don't look fair, i look white! -.-"
oh tha tha i miss u hahahaha

and some of them are a mix of malay and indian, which is really rare.
i'd call them Inlay? or Madian?
hahaha weird names..

and there are also some of them a mix of chinese and malay and i would wanna call them Manese.
hahaha MANISnya...

and then i've always been talkin about the mix who have pretty and gorgeous features and we admire them so much till we always discussed about the advantages being a mix-blooded all the time.

and then one day i came up with

"those people who have mix blood always have nice features hor.."

"yea yea they are so pretty.."

"yea pretty! i'm actually also a mix too."

"hokkien mix hakka."

lmao i'm a mix ok

fak ke fak ke fak ke!!

2008-04-28T16:47:00.003+08:00

fak ke!!!!!!
today's dance performance for Sunway Sports Carnival was so SHIT!!

costume shit,
PA system lagi shit!

music until half way then suddenly no sound some more, luckily sze en was calm and steady and she continued dancing when the music stopped. so all of us follow her lor, she even hum the melody of the song for us to continue the dance.
hehe she's really calm wor.

in my heart i was like "wtf wtf wtf what the fuck!" although i was smiling to the audients. -.-"
stupid PA.. curse you!

and also, i was quite nervous when performing today and it's so different from the usual me cos usually when i m on the stage i forget about everything and just concentrate only on my dance.
i'm ok when performing outside or dance for some commersial shows, but i m definitely not okay when performing in front of people whom i know/friends.
nervous de leh!
@@

*p/s: this is the first time i was so shame of my costume T_T hope no one recognizes me T_T

i almost got into an accident

2008-04-25T23:44:00.001+08:00

wtf man.
i'm not blaming anyone but myself.
there were 4 of them in the car and if my AVEO and the VIOS really crashed my frens in the car would have get hurt.
i don want that to happen.

i'm not blaming anyone k.
i'm just blaming myself for not staying calm and i know i should have just stayed on my track instead of making a sudden turn.

STUPID LYNN!!

it's on the news!

2008-04-20T04:13:00.004+08:00

lol
please visit this site
shocking news

okay, this is a joke.
my friend sent this link to me and the first thought that came into my mind was

"waa, my name so common one ar?

okie so after a few minutes i found out that i was cheated. lol

Sunway Pyramid my second home

2008-04-19T23:43:00.007+08:00

friday was the last day of the CAREER EXPLORATION WEEK thing and we had a 3-hour talk by 2 speakers.

the first speaker was really funny and he made us laugh throughout the talk. so i didnt fall asleep although i had only slept for 4 hours the night before. and hey, u know who he is??
joel neoh wei!

he's really a cute guy. wahahaha.
supermodel some more.
and guess he's been really a successful person and that's why he was there giving us a talk on Entrepreneurship.
admire him leh.

and the other talk was about time management and stuffs.
so we were required to list out how many hours we spend on each activities in a week.

so this is my list:

ACTIVITIES ------------NUMBER OF HOURS PER WEEK
Classes ------ ---------------------------21
Studying ------ --------------------------0
Sleeping --------------------------------55 (lol)
Exercise/Sports ------------------------4
Part-time work -------------------------0
Family commitments -------------------4
Personal care/grooming ----------------9
Meal preparation/eating------- --------14
Transportation/travel -----------------10 (yes, i spend a lot of time in the car, travel around selangor -.-")
Relaxation/leisure: TV, Internet -------35 (blogging comes under relaxation??)
Socialising/friends ----------------------6
Others ---------------------------------0

so the total hours in my list will be 158 hours and yes, i know there are 168 hours a week. so probably the remaining hours will be my free time, or maybe i just plainly day dream for 10 hours a week. omg that's a lot man.

after the talk we were served with lunch in the college. after i had my nasi lemak, i went down to klang to pick my bro from school while the others went for Sakae Sushi at pyramid.
so meet up with them after sending my bro home and we walked around and shopped.
bought a lot of clothes and walked till my feet sakit as i was wearing high heels. haha.

luckily flora left early. or else she would have spent more because she has a friend who's good in persuading people to spend money. hahahaha. that's me!
so who else out there who has got too much money and dunno how to spend it, just give me a call yah!

and i went to pyramid again for a movie with dj today.
let's count and see, tuesday pyramid, thursday pyramid, friday pyramid, saturday pyramid, again. OMG...
but i still love pyramid if u ask me. =)

the movie i watched today was "street king" if i am not mistaken.
i didnt really enjoy the movie cos i cant really understand the plot and the characters.
i'm a noob maybe ;D
and there was so much killing and blood everywhere. all i did was concentrating on my popcorns XD lol. too violent man, although i'm violent, too. muahahahaha
and in the end, everyone dies in the movie after all the killings and shootings.

p/s: i feel like i'm from a rural kampung la, never sit VIOS before -.-"
VIOS is like so high-tech man. @@

I AM A KAMPUNG GIRL !

twinkle twinkle little star.....

2008-04-18T01:12:00.007+08:00

so this week is AusMat's CAREER EXPLORATION WEEK.
and hooray~ no classes on wed to fri.

on wed, we had some talks on each industry like medical talk, IT talk, business and law talk, and also Communication talk by some pro pro people. *.*

so being an art stream student (yeah i dropped all of my science subs after spm, muahahahaha) i would surely attend the business and law talk.

so i did.

it was kinda boring cos most of them talked about their experience instead of giving us more informations and a better understanding on each industry.

and since i had got nothing to do in the afternoon i attended the other talk on creative and communication after we had our lunch at station one. (ooooo i met a friend whom i have never met him for few years already @@)

this talk was better than the previous one cos it wasnt that boring.

the speakers prepared some powerpoint so we werent that bored cos at least we had something to watch.

and on thursday, we went for a trip to The Star Publication at Bukit Jelutong, Shah Alam.

so we get to know about the history of The Star and how did it started off. we also get to know how printings are done in order to print images like what we see in the newspaper everyday.

it was quite an interesting and educational trip but most of the time i was yawning cos i couldnt really hear what the speaker was sayin. his voice so soft lah!

and today only i know THE STAR actually stands for

Surat Tunku Abdul Rahman!!

lol, they said it's just a rumour and it's not true. hehe but so coincident leh.

so we were there for about 1 and a half an hour plus and then we got back to college.

the bus driver likes making one big round when there was actually shorter and faster way to reach. some more he likes paying toll one -.-"

uncle driver, the shorter and faster way doesnt have to passby toll one, why do u wanna use that longer way?? -.-"

in the bus. sze en and flora~

and then went to pyramid again today with doris, sze en, adam and aisyah (cant really remember her name) cos we were actually supposed to start practising dance but since doris didnt have any "inspiration" so we went to pyramid for fried chicken. lol.

i'm going to pyramid so often man.

makan ing fried chicken.

red red hair!!

2008-04-17T12:50:00.005+08:00

last tuesday, there were five of us (jiali, laoban, sze en, tongtong and me) hanging around at pyramid. when we got there, we were looking around at the skating ring to look for flora. muahahaha. wanted to see her skate leh~~ too bad she wasnt there, she went back d.

so we had our lunch at Wendy's and then we were discussing whether McD is better or Wendy's.
okay, some said Wendy's burgers are fresher and tastier, some said McD is the best.
to me, it's better to stick to McD cos i eat McD since i was small!! hehe.

and somehow jiali said Wendy is Uncle McD's daughter cos their hair color are the same---RED!

did u notice that? haha. go and have a look when you are at pyramid.
in pyramid Wendy's and McD are neighbour.

okay for those who are lazy to go and find out, haha, here are the pictures of uncle McDonald and Wendy.

same hair color lmao.

after that we went and walk around and then dunno why we started talking AFRICAN LANGUAGE.

stupid!!
some people were just looking at this bunch of chinese-looking-teens talking in strange language that no one can understand.

we don't understand what we said, either. siao!
some more talk so loud and scared some of the people away. hahaha
with this bunch of people we just can't stop laughing man!

and after some lepaking, we went to JCO's doughnut and we saw him.

AZNIL. he's the famous and popular tv host in malaysia and he's an actor too.
i'm sure you guys know him if u watch tv3.
i guess he was having some interview at JCO's cos there were like so many people sitting with him! and i saw him doing some stupid stupid face.

man, i met an artiste wei!

lol and we went back to college for our club's meeting ater that and talked about some boring stuffs as well as got to know some new people there. and again we were laughing nonstop after we finished our meeting because of some stupid lame jokes.

and me and jiali were chasing over each other and running all over the SSD (student service department) like hell.

lol. i'm so gonna kill her if i caught her!
haha. hit her to death!

happy birthday??

2008-04-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

went to pyramid for skating with flora in the morning and met up with jiali and sze en after that in the afternoon.

hadnt been seeing each other for almost one week already. time passes really fast cos a week has just passed and classes are going to start again.

these two perverts...

we were having drinks at the GASOLINE cafe, Asian Avenue Pyramid.
(jiali's brother's cafe. hehehe cos its chinese name is "jiayou zhan")

weird drinks...weird taste.. no more for me! im not gonna go there for drinks anymore ok..

then i met up with my family for dinner. we went to the Dragon Restaurant in the pyramid and guess wat?

our table number was 12! and the pax was 4.
so coincidently it's my birthdate 12.04. muaahahaha...

no birthday cake this year. but a lot of birthday wishes from my friends, i am so thankful and happy to have all these friends...

thanks to those who wished me yea..
and thanks to flora, jiali and sze en for the day! =)

love,
lynn ;D

kokokai

2008-04-10T02:17:00.007+08:00

today's jazz class was the best class to me, cos we didnt really learn a lot of steps today.

instead we were more like having fun -.-

hehe. that was when teacher gave us 2 mins of break to let us have some rest or drinks, and them some of us eventually started something stupid.

jumping over a person.

lol it wasnt that stupid though, it was just, funny. FUNNY.

opps, failed. try again....

and she did jump over!

five, six, seven, eight, JUMP!

yeshhh!!

okay do one more time, jump nicer k.

opps. paiseh! bleh =P

hahaha it was really funny la cos when we first started everyone was like

"there's no way i can do this. i cant jump over! i m not gonna make it!!"

"no!! don't ask me to jump! i cannot!"

"i cannot i cannot!!"

and then when forced by our teacher, everyone had to do it. hahaha.
and eventually everyone did it. everyone succeeded =)
after trying for few times la.

kesian me and jason eh.
two of us take turns to let all of you jump over.

luckily my head still with me. haha.

and i did succeed jumping over jason, too.
although first few times ended up riding on jason's back cos jumped not high enough. haha like the girl in the last pic. jason kena ride again. hahaha.

after few attempts i finally succeeded jumping over jason, although jump until not very nice lar =)

everyone was laughing and screaming out loud during the "2 mins break" (actually we were playing for like almost half an hour and by the time we finish "playin" it was already the time to go home, hehe)

we'll practice again next week! it's quite fun and not that scary actually! =D

p/s: my camera doesnt have "antishock antishake" function. so the pics taken are blur. ;D

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so it was in the afternoon when i was chatting with sheen on msn.
and dunno how we came up with this, we were actually talking about how many toes are there on chickens feet.

cos that time i was eating chicken's feet and i found out that the one i was eating has 6 toes on it.
and then when i told sheen about it she told me chicken should only have 3 toes on each of the foot.

and then i was like "yeah, last time when i was in form 1 drawing kampung life also draw chicken with 3 toes one."

"u draw 3 toes doenst mean chicken does have 3 toes -.-"

"but usually i eat i saw 5 toes wor?" i asked again.

someone please tell me chicken has how many toes please!
lol i really want to know wei.

haha and so out of curiosity, i went and googled.

sheen!! chicken has 4 toes k!!
hahaha

i burnt a fish!!

2008-04-09T15:25:00.003+08:00

lamo.
yes i burnt a fish yesterday.

i actually wanted to steam the fish, and while waiting for the fish to be steamed,
i went on reading blogs and surfing on the net until i forgot about the fish.

and ta~da~
the fish got burnt!

haha i actually didnt realize until my brother switched the fire off and complaining the whole house is full of smoke and the "chaoda" smell.

lol and i quickly went and have a look and found that the "white fish" had become "brown fish" edi.

hahaha. when my mom scolded me i still argued with her that the fish can still be eaten.
so she asked me to finish it off.

since i like eating fish so muchhhh, i some more cheered
"hooray!! i get to eat the whole fish today!!"

i was quite happy when i got to eat the whole fish since everytime i had to share the fish with my brothers one.

haha. and the minute i put the fish in my mouth, i was like
"yucks, what the heck. what smell is that?!"

i just don't know how to describe the taste.
the taste was so terrible as if i was swallowing ash. haha.

it was just so terrible horrible and very de vegetable. even the worst vegetable tastes better haha

so i forced myself to swallow it. @.@
first time eat until so kelian. T__T

Lesson learnt: Concentrate when you are doing something. Do not do many things at a time.

listen...and take note of the lyrics....

2008-04-09T01:32:00.007+08:00

Colbie Caillat - Realize

Take time to realize

That your warmth is

Crashing down on in

Take time to realize

That I am on your side

didn't I, didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

That we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize

Oh oh, I'm on your side

Didn't I, didn't I tell you

Take time to realize

This all could pass you by

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

That we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same

No it's never the same

If you don't feel it too

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way

It could be the same for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

That we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other

Just realize

What I just realized

That we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other, now

Missed out on each other now

Missed out on each other now owa, owa ohh

Realize

uh-ohhh

bubblefish~~

2008-04-07T21:09:00.003+08:00

bubblefish is sick today!!
fever~
thanks to FLORA FLU VIRUS aka FFV!!
she passed her virus to me through msn one.. @.@

this is the second time i m sick this year, so weak lar you bubblefish!

went to greenbox again this afternoon -.-

seriously i feel that greenbox provides better service than redbox lor, although they are under the same boss.

no more redbox for me k next time!

the meaning of my name!

2008-04-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

What Ng Sze Lynn Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

*quite accurate wor...

sunway pyramid here i come!!

2008-04-07T00:20:00.005+08:00

i went to pyramid again today.
this time with my mom and my youngest brother.

i know pyramid is fun and big after the renovation.
but come on!
pyramid for 3 days in a row?
not sien meh you?
no no no, i still like pyramid compared to other shopping centre!
lol.

sunway pyramid can become my second home d.
(flora, we live together k!)

*p/s: i break my nail again wth T__T

wahahahahaaa i am happy!

2008-04-05T23:32:00.004+08:00

woohoo~ it's holiday!!!

so many things to be done during this holiday eh.

-clean my room (maybe??)
-study for my applics exam
-shopping shopping and SHOPPING (dont think so cos i m now so broke, ish)
-update my facebook?? i still dunno how to use facebook duh
-do some revision on the other subjects cos i seriously did very badly for this exam
-get back some sleep
-enjoy my one-week-break??

-and... and...
a lot laa...

lol. so today went to pyramid with the "gang" in the afternoon (or maybe it's considered evening d), partly to meet sin who's back from the ns camp for a qing-ming-4-days-break and another part, to celebrate my birthday maybe?

haha.

yeah we did have lotsa fun although it was just for a few hours.
hehee

everytime hang out with this bunch of people i sure forget to take photos one. -.-
talk non-stop!!

i love this pair of heels very much!!
i know my feet tak cantik, but this pair is really super-duper cantik k? to me la.
my friends bought this for me as my birthday present.
hahaha nice---expensive though.

thanks and i love u girlssss! muackssssssssssssssssssssssss

yellow box!!!

2008-04-04T23:34:00.008+08:00

finally i finished my exam!

hehehee although i didn't really study much... but i am still very happy cos i will have one-week break next week!!

who wanna jio me go anywhere give me a call!!

(only if i got transport laa =P)

so after my exam i went to subang ktm station to pick my cousin, and then headed to my house to pick my youngest brother and finally to klang to pick my another-younger-brother from his tuition.

the whole journey took me 2 hours when i finally reached sunway pyramid.

tiring~

so we went to redbox today and here are some of the pics taken just now.

no fighting k!

like that only guai ma... be friends... no fighting... good boys...

me, my fingers and my brother's fingers

me and my fingers again. -.-

finally a normal pic! so hard to get a normal pic of me...

fake smile!!

this one better, handsome!

one busy singing, one busy eating, one dunno doing wat(posing for the camera =D)
and one busy taking photos.

Bernard, u don't look handsome when you are singing.. hahahaa macam very sad de... or u acting sad? don't frown then u look handsome! =D

and me!

p/s: my hobao (purse) is bleeding!
keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding money.

pek chek day~

2008-04-03T13:58:00.007+08:00

hey!

don't spread my nude pic all over the internet k!
i don't want to be famous because of scandals.
hahaha

here's a pic with clothes one.

not naked anymore!

i mean my nails.

love this colour so much, haha.
painted this when i was bored of studying econs last night.

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and so, back to today's topic.
i was supposed to be at college at 9 (or earlier) because i had econs paper this morning.
so i left my house at 8 lor.
i knew it was going to be a bit jamm so i left my house earlier lor.
yesterday morning i left my house at 8.15 but can also reach college on time ma.

i just don't understand how the hell i could be late this morning.

ok, here's how it went.

i reached sunway roughly about 8.55 after encountering jamm at the kesas highway and i thought "late a bit nvm la" and then started to speed up.
and when i reached the junction to the entrance to college, there was an accident.
should be many accidents only correct.

haha cos it involved a few vehicles and i saw 3 or 4 vehicles already crashed together macam roti canai. haha

humans are kepo (busy-body) right?
and that was why i was stucked there because everyone slowed down to watch.
-.-

and when i finally managed to drive in to the college and was about to look for a place for me to park my car, the guard said "soree miss hari ni pagi pagi udah penoh lah!"

"pagi pagi? skrg bukan pagi meh?" of course i didnt say it out. haha
so i had to go to the side door of the college to park my car lor.

and yeah~ had to pass by the crowd again. (tired of traffic jamm!)
when i finally found a place to park (actually i parked my car illegally cos no parking lar, luckily didnt kena cramped) i ran all the way to the college and climbed up to the 3rd floor to look for room number 3.11.

and i found out there's only room 311 but not 3.11 !!

so i went and ask a A-level lecturer about the location of the room.

"oh, it should be at the other block, the monash block there."

"how do i get there? can go there through the library right?"

"no no no, you have to go down and then go to the cafeteria. and get a lift to the 3rd floor, it should be around there."

"okie thanks a lot!"

*p/s: after that when i asked my friends, they told me i could actually go through the library's back door and get to the other block. the lecturer made me climb so many stairs -.-" good one.

ok, wat the heck, when the god of bad luck is with you, that's it. so i ran down to the ground floor and ran to the cafeteria and again ran up to the 3rd floor of monash block looking for the stupid room number 3.11.

and asked another lecturer (she also dunno where the room is, but thanks anyway)
and i finally found the room.

when i looked in, OMG WTF!!
there were like 200 ppl inside doing their paper already!! (actually not that many ppl lar)

i quickly ran to the end of the room (after all the runnings i felt like the room had a length of 100metre, run so fast also cannot run finish one plus more than hundred pairs of eyes looking at me)
and quickly find a seat.

and while gasping for air, air AIR.
i looked at the clock, which was 100 metre away hanging on the white board,
OMG it's 9.20am!

yeah so i was late for my exam this morning.
20 minutes late.

nude pic!!

2008-04-02T11:51:00.005+08:00

nowadays i have my nails painted almost everday until i m so not used to it when i don paint them.

it's just like going out without wearing any clothes. hahaha so weird eh.

haha gonna paint them tonight!

btw, i almost forgot about the april fool thingy until last night my cousin sent an sms asking me to be his gf only i realized yesterday was first of april.
haha anyway happie belated april fool to everyone!

love,
lynn(^^)

sixth post of the day

2008-03-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

i know i am a bit crazy posting so many entries today.
and i am supposed to study for my exam!!

i'm so pissed off and i swear i would **********************************************************

no i am not gonna say it here =)
*evil smile*

study study study!!!

happie birthday~

2008-03-30T23:09:00.005+08:00

today's my youngest brother's birthday.
i brought him to the secret recipe in the afternoon today and asked him to choose his birthday cake.

and ta~da~
he chose four flavors and we made it a round round birthday cake.
hahaha

chocolate banana, chocolate indulgence, chocolate strawberry, chocolate chip walnut.

all chocolate.

wow..

everyone knows i love chocolate very much,

see?
bought these from giant last night. so many types of chocolate!

but hey, not chocolate cake, not chocolate doughnut, not chocolate "i scream" for me k.
dunno why but i don't like these in chocolate although i am a total chocolate freak.

but secret recipe's chocolate cakes are tasty, it's just a bit too sweet lor.

and remember these?

dunno whether u guys eat this before or seen this before or not.
but they were my favourite and i used to eat them almost everyday when i was small.
haha i thought these are already not in the market until my brother found them in the giant last night only i know.

u see, they have two mini burgers, two hotdogs, one pizza and one packet of french fries.
and then u can have your cola after eating. hahaha

cute eh.

p/s: "i scream" means "ice-cream" created by jiali ahaha

underage...

2008-03-30T15:54:00.004+08:00

yesterday when we had parked our car at the car park, we were on our way to the subang giant main entrance when a guy, apparently is a credit card salesman (or whatever u call it) walking towards me and asked,

"miss, got use credit card??"

i knew what was his motive and what he was going to say next, so to cut him short, i said,

"no no no, i am still underaged." and smiled to him.

"how old are u wor??"

"17 lah"

"i don't believe lor, show me your ic"

lmao, if i had my purse with me i sure show him my ic lor. but i didnt bring. so i just smiled at him and left.

mwaahahaha

a start to my kuku shop

2008-03-30T13:54:00.007+08:00

remember my kuku shop ??

lol
and now we always do nail painting in the class when lecturer is teaching. omg

and they really like my kuku color that i bought from the face shop.

hahahaa

none of the above are my hands. lol

another accident

2008-03-30T13:29:00.005+08:00

remember i said i witnessed an accident before?

and dunno which day, probably on last wednesday or thursday, when i was at the kesas highway in the morning on my way to college (my mom was driving), there was another accident at the same place, same spot, as the accident that i witnesed 2 months ago.

this time it involved two vehicles, one of the vehicles i saw was already in the longkang, and i saw some of them were trying to get the passenger out from the car. maybe he/she was stucked in the car.

my mom said maybe the place is "dirty" cos
accidents happen at the same place, some more both accidents we saw were quite serious accidents. and my mom said it's quite impossible for serious accidents to take place cos the highway is a straight way.

no idea.

some updates

2008-03-30T12:36:00.006+08:00

yeah i m getting lazy to update my blog d...
hahaha
kkkkkkkk for those who keep asking me to update, so here it is!

FRIDAY
okie, it was a normal college day which normally i will be driving to college everyday at about 9 something for my 10.30 class.
i didnt have enough sleep and was feeling so sleepy, as the night before i was doing my assignment (yes, u got it, last minute work!!) until 4.30am in the morning.

as u can see, my mood was already very de not good.
and while i was driving... i noticed a small lorry drove pass my tiny little wira. it got my attention cos the lorry was so near to my car and so i turned to my left and glanced at the driver lor.

at the second when i turned my head to my left and just glanced over at the driver, he turned to me and gave me a flying kiss.
wtf! i was so annoyed at the moment that i keep hitting my steering wheel and cursing all over.
i was like fu*k, wat the damn driver...
and then keep accelerating my wira and drove off.

wat a nice friday morning.

SATURDAY
it was kwang hua's sport's day!
it's like a reunion for all ex-kwang hua students and i get to meet many of my ex-classmates and ex-schoolmates.

i was there at about 9.30am and when i was about to walk in to the school, i was told by one of my friends that i met outside the school gate that those wearing slippers are not allowed to go in to the school.

and again, i was cursing cos i came all the way from shah alam (which is half an hour away) and then u tell me to go home and change into a pair of shoes and then come again?!?
it's so ridiculous right?
so i decided to wait in my car until the dicipline teachers at the school gate left.

so i waited and waited...
then i curi-curi sneak in to the school when i saw the teachers were not around... hahaha.

i thought in my heart, wat the heck..before i graduated, i was so scared of the dicipline teachers, and now after graduating d, i m still so scared of them!

and guess wat.
in the evening, i was at subang giant with my family for some shopping when my brother told me,

"eh, i saw push eh.."

for those who doesnt know, cik push is our school's dicipline teacher.
lol. and dunno wat was in my mind, i dunno where i got the courage from, i went and say hi to her.
hahaha.
and she replied with,

"sorry, i cant recognize you."

hahaha of cos la..i was a good student in kwang hua of cos u dunno me la.

i m a good good student!!

black black

2008-03-27T16:15:00.005+08:00

yesterday's theme for ausmat was "BLACK PARADE"
which means all ausmat students was supposed to wear all black to college yesterday.
and ta~da~
our gang decided to wear white top to college, for no reason.
maybe we wanted to be different from others? haha.
and then when some of our friends and lecturer were asking why are we not wearing all black, we replied, "cos we are DAP teacher!!!"
bwahahaha

come on lar,
we already had our BLACK PARADE day few weeks ago before ausmat student council came up with this. hahahha